How depressing, im sorry
First things first. Jemma is pissing me off!! She asked me the other day "Lin are we still together?" Im like oh my fucking god!!! How many times do I have to say it! In the same sentence she says she's with someone else and is still completely in love with me and would do anything to have me back.(kept the email outta shock!) None of that makes complete sense. I dont believe for one second that she is with someone else, but she now has to live with what she said :) haha! Im never getting back with her!
Went out last night, spare of the moment thing. Seriously needed the alcohol to numb the toothache. The night wasnt too bad. Though when we got to Mardy's I found that it was my sister's ex's band playing. They are a good band, but it did mean that every break they had, my sisters ex Dan kept coming over and talking about when they split up and how they split up. Considering what's on my mind at the moment it was all very depressing :( Was nice hearing him say how great I am and how he found great counsel in me when he and my sister were having problems. Anyway after he went we just hung around taking picks and random guys asking me about my clothes and stuff, godddd!! Was so not in the mood. Just on leaving Mardy's Liam runs over flinging his arms round me, where the fuck did he come from.Who the fuck goes to the pub at 3am!!
Anyways......this is getting boring! Enough!
I wrote something, god that really does mean im depressed if i've started writing about how I feel :(
I like you but I hate you
I hate you for making me like you so much,
Im seriously falling, I cant stop!
I need to stop liking you so much
Hit me slap me hate me
I've got to stop falling
I feel like I should tell you
But I know I shouldn't
Im sorry for feeling this way
I guess it's time for me to stay away
Wow reading that back to myself, feel like im 16 again lol!
Well I dont think I should say anymore..all this shit I just wrote is so boring, think maybe I should get a proper diary.Yes definitely should.
Went out last night, spare of the moment thing. Seriously needed the alcohol to numb the toothache. The night wasnt too bad. Though when we got to Mardy's I found that it was my sister's ex's band playing. They are a good band, but it did mean that every break they had, my sisters ex Dan kept coming over and talking about when they split up and how they split up. Considering what's on my mind at the moment it was all very depressing :( Was nice hearing him say how great I am and how he found great counsel in me when he and my sister were having problems. Anyway after he went we just hung around taking picks and random guys asking me about my clothes and stuff, godddd!! Was so not in the mood. Just on leaving Mardy's Liam runs over flinging his arms round me, where the fuck did he come from.Who the fuck goes to the pub at 3am!!
Anyways......this is getting boring! Enough!
I wrote something, god that really does mean im depressed if i've started writing about how I feel :(
I like you but I hate you
I hate you for making me like you so much,
Im seriously falling, I cant stop!
I need to stop liking you so much
Hit me slap me hate me
I've got to stop falling
I feel like I should tell you
But I know I shouldn't
Im sorry for feeling this way
I guess it's time for me to stay away
Wow reading that back to myself, feel like im 16 again lol!
Well I dont think I should say anymore..all this shit I just wrote is so boring, think maybe I should get a proper diary.Yes definitely should.