Therapy
This morning was a very interesting one. Had my induction thing for CBT. It went really badly!
G came with me. We sat in this room with this woman (some kind of counseller or psychotherapist) the first 5 minutes were fine. Then she asked if G was a doctor lol! Considering I already felt like laughing, this seriously started me off. It was horrible, through the whole session I just wanted to laugh. Was desperately trying to hold it in, but it truly was impossible. Just when I thought I had recovered I looked at the woman's leg and it was WELL hairy! OMG! So you can imagine how convinced this woman was when I was saying I was depressed lol!! She's probably never seen a depressed person laugh so much!Hopefully she will understand it was my nervous laugh :p
Anyway the outcome was......I am actually getting referred for CBT :) bad news is there is a 18 month waiting list :(
All in all, the session was very hideous. I have never felt like such a freak in my whole life! She made me feel really stupid, and most of the time she barely said anything! Damn her job is easy!!! I really hope I dont get an idiot like that for my CBT goddd I would get nowhere!
G came with me. We sat in this room with this woman (some kind of counseller or psychotherapist) the first 5 minutes were fine. Then she asked if G was a doctor lol! Considering I already felt like laughing, this seriously started me off. It was horrible, through the whole session I just wanted to laugh. Was desperately trying to hold it in, but it truly was impossible. Just when I thought I had recovered I looked at the woman's leg and it was WELL hairy! OMG! So you can imagine how convinced this woman was when I was saying I was depressed lol!! She's probably never seen a depressed person laugh so much!Hopefully she will understand it was my nervous laugh :p
Anyway the outcome was......I am actually getting referred for CBT :) bad news is there is a 18 month waiting list :(
All in all, the session was very hideous. I have never felt like such a freak in my whole life! She made me feel really stupid, and most of the time she barely said anything! Damn her job is easy!!! I really hope I dont get an idiot like that for my CBT goddd I would get nowhere!