minor stroke.....
mom had a minor stroke yesterday, I don't like this feeling of knowing she isn't always going to be there. The worst part is that she was gone for a week down in st george so I already went a week without seeing here. I kept going over there hoping she was there but she still hadn't come home yet. Then she finally comes home and up and has a STROKE! I'm just glad she had her stroke up here cause she was all alone down there in st george. I kind of don't have to much of a feeling for it, except the more I think about it I keep realizing that whole idea that she will be gone. No more mom laughing at anything and everything. no more Mom making me dinner.. No more Mom knowing the answer to any question I ever have for her. No more Mom to pick her nose..... No more Mom to yell my full name and me getting scared cause I know i'm in trouble.... no more Mom staying up late playing solitare..... no more Mom just making me happy when I see her.... no more Mom being a pillow.... no more Mom playing her flute... no more Mom always being there for us... No more Mom to give joy to my dad.... no more Mom no more mom.... sad... it will be a sad day....
Keep in there mom I want you around for many man many many many more years. We all LOVE YOU, you got to many kids to ditch out on us now..... LOVE YOU!
a good note.... JAE my ASIAN friend who only makes friends with ASIANS is friends with me and we are both obsessed with eachother and are falling in love its cute. We can't stop talking to eachother any free time we have we are texting or talking on the phone. I love having someone to talk with about stuff, I like her lots and lots but she lives so far away.... I hope I can keep my love going strong while I wait that day we get to actually meet face to face. It def is hard talking to someone everyday and not being able to feel there skin or smell the scent that each and everyone of us has.... and I know she smells good there is no way she smells like poop... haha
I know Jae is reading this so HI JAE how are you? LOVE YOU! she sent me a picture of her boobs last night hahahahahahahahahahahahahah.... not really but I took a picture of me without a shirt on and realized it had my nipple in it so she was like oh well here I will return the favor I will send you a picture of my nipple.... minutes pass by and i'm like hmm is she really doing it? Then I get a msg and its a picture and im like whoa! she did thats pretty funny I open up the picture and its a piece of paper and on it she drew some boobies and under that it says DANIEL STOP LOOKING YOU PERV.
yep i'm a perv,.... and I would most def love to see her naked its most likely smart to not see those secret things till in person.
Brady took some pics of james, ammon, and me at draper park a couple weeks ago they are pretty bad ass the few he has shown us he hasn't shown us all of them yet which is a bummer but one day we will have em all... some of them I was wearing a cape haha its funny.
MOM I LOVE YOU!!!
JAE I LOVE YOU!!!
MOM I LOVE YOU MORE DON'T WORRY.
JAE DON'T WORRY YOU'RE BASICLY INCHES BEHIND IN THE LOVE..... <3
goooodnight.... I heard a song otw home that kept a phrase going that says "My heart is like a DRUM!"
minor stroke is kind of a mix of Minor Threat and the Strokes .... wonder what that band would sound like..
Keep in there mom I want you around for many man many many many more years. We all LOVE YOU, you got to many kids to ditch out on us now..... LOVE YOU!
a good note.... JAE my ASIAN friend who only makes friends with ASIANS is friends with me and we are both obsessed with eachother and are falling in love its cute. We can't stop talking to eachother any free time we have we are texting or talking on the phone. I love having someone to talk with about stuff, I like her lots and lots but she lives so far away.... I hope I can keep my love going strong while I wait that day we get to actually meet face to face. It def is hard talking to someone everyday and not being able to feel there skin or smell the scent that each and everyone of us has.... and I know she smells good there is no way she smells like poop... haha
I know Jae is reading this so HI JAE how are you? LOVE YOU! she sent me a picture of her boobs last night hahahahahahahahahahahahahah.... not really but I took a picture of me without a shirt on and realized it had my nipple in it so she was like oh well here I will return the favor I will send you a picture of my nipple.... minutes pass by and i'm like hmm is she really doing it? Then I get a msg and its a picture and im like whoa! she did thats pretty funny I open up the picture and its a piece of paper and on it she drew some boobies and under that it says DANIEL STOP LOOKING YOU PERV.
yep i'm a perv,.... and I would most def love to see her naked its most likely smart to not see those secret things till in person.
Brady took some pics of james, ammon, and me at draper park a couple weeks ago they are pretty bad ass the few he has shown us he hasn't shown us all of them yet which is a bummer but one day we will have em all... some of them I was wearing a cape haha its funny.
MOM I LOVE YOU!!!
JAE I LOVE YOU!!!
MOM I LOVE YOU MORE DON'T WORRY.
JAE DON'T WORRY YOU'RE BASICLY INCHES BEHIND IN THE LOVE..... <3
goooodnight.... I heard a song otw home that kept a phrase going that says "My heart is like a DRUM!"
minor stroke is kind of a mix of Minor Threat and the Strokes .... wonder what that band would sound like..