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look 2years later.
I guess its time to do some typing since i'm bored. I'm back in Utah again Tim bought a house in Midvale and I always said I would venture back once he got a house. So i'm renting a room in his house which is a 2bedroom 1bathroom upstairs nice living room and kitchen. The basement is unfinished but we are finishing it up going to have a theater room, bathroom/laundry, bedroom, and of course a massive LAN room with a wetbar for Brent haha. I have yet to find a job since I moved back in December so I have been wasting all my money and down to basicly nothing now. I guess I might have a new job at ARUP as a data entry person of specimans which josh and gmoney work at... also amy but different department. I hope it will be an ok job, I still don't know if I want to just go back to work for DAD or go back to working as a waiter. Time will tell on what I should be doing. Dad is doing 4 different 100mile runs this year 3 down already just waiting for the wasatch 100 coming this month hopefully we can make it.
I also kind of decided to type just to get stuff off my mind since I have been talking with this girl I had met online that lives in Virgina. We had been talking in TXT all day long for a week, it was intense I loved it. We had so much in common she played WoW for one of them. We just instantly hit it off, I didn't think the fun was going to ever end. Then I got onto the site we met tonight and read this status she had put up that said. "I hate the feeling of letting someone I care about down, kinda blows" I'm instantly thinking oh lame I hope thats not about me. I ask her and she says it was about her dad she bailed on and had to talk to him about it and what not so I was releaved. But then she comes back and randomly says we can still talk! I really enjoy talking to you, but i'm afraid it'll just have to be as friends.. I'm stunned just nights before we had been getting along so well I was confused and still confused. She says i'm sorry bad timing. I don't get it why... really why? Oh well luckily it had just been a week we had known eachother, and never actually met in person. I wish it actually could have turned into a relationship I don't get the feelings I had for her for anyone, and this was just txting so wtf how could I even have liked her so much but I did. One day I will find someone like her again, it will be hard cause she seemed like the perfect girl for me.
I already miss her ;(
game over.....
sad...
I guess its time to do some typing since i'm bored. I'm back in Utah again Tim bought a house in Midvale and I always said I would venture back once he got a house. So i'm renting a room in his house which is a 2bedroom 1bathroom upstairs nice living room and kitchen. The basement is unfinished but we are finishing it up going to have a theater room, bathroom/laundry, bedroom, and of course a massive LAN room with a wetbar for Brent haha. I have yet to find a job since I moved back in December so I have been wasting all my money and down to basicly nothing now. I guess I might have a new job at ARUP as a data entry person of specimans which josh and gmoney work at... also amy but different department. I hope it will be an ok job, I still don't know if I want to just go back to work for DAD or go back to working as a waiter. Time will tell on what I should be doing. Dad is doing 4 different 100mile runs this year 3 down already just waiting for the wasatch 100 coming this month hopefully we can make it.
I also kind of decided to type just to get stuff off my mind since I have been talking with this girl I had met online that lives in Virgina. We had been talking in TXT all day long for a week, it was intense I loved it. We had so much in common she played WoW for one of them. We just instantly hit it off, I didn't think the fun was going to ever end. Then I got onto the site we met tonight and read this status she had put up that said. "I hate the feeling of letting someone I care about down, kinda blows" I'm instantly thinking oh lame I hope thats not about me. I ask her and she says it was about her dad she bailed on and had to talk to him about it and what not so I was releaved. But then she comes back and randomly says we can still talk! I really enjoy talking to you, but i'm afraid it'll just have to be as friends.. I'm stunned just nights before we had been getting along so well I was confused and still confused. She says i'm sorry bad timing. I don't get it why... really why? Oh well luckily it had just been a week we had known eachother, and never actually met in person. I wish it actually could have turned into a relationship I don't get the feelings I had for her for anyone, and this was just txting so wtf how could I even have liked her so much but I did. One day I will find someone like her again, it will be hard cause she seemed like the perfect girl for me.
I already miss her ;(
game over.....
sad...