Concepts.
20:31 Allison If she's there.
20:31 Allison I could get her out.
20:31 Allison If you want.
20:31 Apostle I don't want her out.
20:31 Apostle If she's there, there is where she needs to stay.
20:31 Allison All right.
20:32 Apostle I want to find her so that I know where she is. I don't want to break her out of anything, or see her, or tell her where we are.
20:32 Allison Okay.
20:32 Allison I'm not supposed to protect her.
20:33 Apostle No. And she'd just hurt you again.
20:33 Apostle So this is me protecting you, so you can protect me.
20:33 Allison No.
20:33 Apostle We find Sarah, we stay away from her.
20:33 Apostle She would.
20:33 Allison Okay.
20:33 Allison She wouldn't.
20:33 Apostle She'd TRY and that's enough for me.
20:33 Allison I would stop her.
20:33 Allison But okay.
20:34 Apostle I don't want you to have to stop her. I don't want her to find us.
20:34 Apostle I really, REALLY don't want her to find us.
20:34 Allison I won't get her out.
20:35 Apostle If you find her, will you tell me before you do anything
20:35 Allison No.
20:36 Apostle Why not?
20:36 Apostle I know you have a reason I'd just to know what it is.
20:36 Allison You know why not.
20:37 Apostle No, I don't.
20:37 Apostle Please.
20:37 Allison To protect you.
20:38 Apostle If you found her what would you do, then, before you told me?
20:38 Allison I wouldn't tell you.
20:38 Apostle ...I'd really rather you did.
20:38 Allison Sometimes I lie to you.
20:39 Apostle I know. I wish you didn't.
20:39 Allison I know.
20:40 Apostle Why do you lie to me still, then?
20:41 Allison To protect you.
20:42 Apostle It bothers me. But you know that already.
20:42 Allison Yes.
20:43 Apostle I don't lie to you anymore.
20:43 Apostle Just so you know.
20:44 Allison Have you?
20:44 Allison You shouldn't smoke.
20:45 Apostle I know but this conversation is stressing me out. I'm sorry.
20:45 Apostle Have I lied to you in the past? Yes.
20:45 Allison About?
20:46 Apostle How I felt about you, mostly.
20:47 Allison Is that lying to me?
20:47 Apostle It was, at the time.
20:47 Apostle But I was lying to myself too.
20:48 Allison Oh.
20:49 Apostle ...Do you understand?
20:49 Allison Yes?
20:50 Apostle Can you explain it to me in your own words? Just so I'm sure I don't have to cover anything else.
20:51 Apostle I worry sometimes that I don't explain things well.
20:51 Allison You lied to me to protect yourself.
20:52 Apostle I lied to myself first. So I believed it.
20:52 Allison It isn't lying to me then.
20:52 Apostle ...if you say so. I still fell pretty shitty about it.
20:53 Allison I see.
20:53 Allison Thank you for explaining.
20:54 Apostle You're welcome.
20:56 Apostle Do you really think that lying to me is protecting me?
20:57 Allison Yes.
20:57 Apostle Why?
20:57 Allison What you don't know won't hurt you?
20:58 Apostle I don't think that's true.
20:58 Apostle Knowledge is power, as corny as that sounds.
20:59 Allison No.
20:59 Apostle Why not.
20:59 Apostle ?
20:59 Allison No, it's not corny.
20:59 Allison I mean.
21:00 Apostle Oh.
21:01 Apostle I feel like I'm better equipped to protect you if I know as much as possible.
21:01 Allison If we do, I can kill him? Yes?
21:01 Allison what do you need to know?
21:01 Apostle ...if you won't get caught or injured.
21:02 Apostle Whatever things you keep from me because you think I'm safer not knowing them.
21:02 Allison Caught? No.
21:02 Allison I don't have a list.
21:03 Apostle But injured. I don't want that to happen, either. You've been hurt a lot over the last four year.
21:03 Apostle *years
21:03 Apostle Are there a lot of things?
21:03 Allison There are things.
21:04 Allison But not a lot.
21:04 Allison Not more than twenty.
21:04 Apostle Would you be willing to tell me when you're shift is over?
21:05 Allison I don't have a list.
21:06 Apostle I know that.
21:07 Allison I can tell you some.
21:07 Allison But not all of them.
21:07 Allison I don't have a list.
21:07 Apostle Is that why you can't tell me all of them or is it because those are more dangerous for me to know?
21:08 Allison No, it's why I can't tell you all of them.
21:08 Apostle Ok.
21:08 Apostle I believe you.
21:09 Allison Ok.
21:09 Apostle Thank you.
21:10 Allison Yes.
21:10 Apostle Yes?
21:10 Allison You're welcome?
21:11 Apostle Oh, okay.
20:31 Allison I could get her out.
20:31 Allison If you want.
20:31 Apostle I don't want her out.
20:31 Apostle If she's there, there is where she needs to stay.
20:31 Allison All right.
20:32 Apostle I want to find her so that I know where she is. I don't want to break her out of anything, or see her, or tell her where we are.
20:32 Allison Okay.
20:32 Allison I'm not supposed to protect her.
20:33 Apostle No. And she'd just hurt you again.
20:33 Apostle So this is me protecting you, so you can protect me.
20:33 Allison No.
20:33 Apostle We find Sarah, we stay away from her.
20:33 Apostle She would.
20:33 Allison Okay.
20:33 Allison She wouldn't.
20:33 Apostle She'd TRY and that's enough for me.
20:33 Allison I would stop her.
20:33 Allison But okay.
20:34 Apostle I don't want you to have to stop her. I don't want her to find us.
20:34 Apostle I really, REALLY don't want her to find us.
20:34 Allison I won't get her out.
20:35 Apostle If you find her, will you tell me before you do anything
20:35 Allison No.
20:36 Apostle Why not?
20:36 Apostle I know you have a reason I'd just to know what it is.
20:36 Allison You know why not.
20:37 Apostle No, I don't.
20:37 Apostle Please.
20:37 Allison To protect you.
20:38 Apostle If you found her what would you do, then, before you told me?
20:38 Allison I wouldn't tell you.
20:38 Apostle ...I'd really rather you did.
20:38 Allison Sometimes I lie to you.
20:39 Apostle I know. I wish you didn't.
20:39 Allison I know.
20:40 Apostle Why do you lie to me still, then?
20:41 Allison To protect you.
20:42 Apostle It bothers me. But you know that already.
20:42 Allison Yes.
20:43 Apostle I don't lie to you anymore.
20:43 Apostle Just so you know.
20:44 Allison Have you?
20:44 Allison You shouldn't smoke.
20:45 Apostle I know but this conversation is stressing me out. I'm sorry.
20:45 Apostle Have I lied to you in the past? Yes.
20:45 Allison About?
20:46 Apostle How I felt about you, mostly.
20:47 Allison Is that lying to me?
20:47 Apostle It was, at the time.
20:47 Apostle But I was lying to myself too.
20:48 Allison Oh.
20:49 Apostle ...Do you understand?
20:49 Allison Yes?
20:50 Apostle Can you explain it to me in your own words? Just so I'm sure I don't have to cover anything else.
20:51 Apostle I worry sometimes that I don't explain things well.
20:51 Allison You lied to me to protect yourself.
20:52 Apostle I lied to myself first. So I believed it.
20:52 Allison It isn't lying to me then.
20:52 Apostle ...if you say so. I still fell pretty shitty about it.
20:53 Allison I see.
20:53 Allison Thank you for explaining.
20:54 Apostle You're welcome.
20:56 Apostle Do you really think that lying to me is protecting me?
20:57 Allison Yes.
20:57 Apostle Why?
20:57 Allison What you don't know won't hurt you?
20:58 Apostle I don't think that's true.
20:58 Apostle Knowledge is power, as corny as that sounds.
20:59 Allison No.
20:59 Apostle Why not.
20:59 Apostle ?
20:59 Allison No, it's not corny.
20:59 Allison I mean.
21:00 Apostle Oh.
21:01 Apostle I feel like I'm better equipped to protect you if I know as much as possible.
21:01 Allison If we do, I can kill him? Yes?
21:01 Allison what do you need to know?
21:01 Apostle ...if you won't get caught or injured.
21:02 Apostle Whatever things you keep from me because you think I'm safer not knowing them.
21:02 Allison Caught? No.
21:02 Allison I don't have a list.
21:03 Apostle But injured. I don't want that to happen, either. You've been hurt a lot over the last four year.
21:03 Apostle *years
21:03 Apostle Are there a lot of things?
21:03 Allison There are things.
21:04 Allison But not a lot.
21:04 Allison Not more than twenty.
21:04 Apostle Would you be willing to tell me when you're shift is over?
21:05 Allison I don't have a list.
21:06 Apostle I know that.
21:07 Allison I can tell you some.
21:07 Allison But not all of them.
21:07 Allison I don't have a list.
21:07 Apostle Is that why you can't tell me all of them or is it because those are more dangerous for me to know?
21:08 Allison No, it's why I can't tell you all of them.
21:08 Apostle Ok.
21:08 Apostle I believe you.
21:09 Allison Ok.
21:09 Apostle Thank you.
21:10 Allison Yes.
21:10 Apostle Yes?
21:10 Allison You're welcome?
21:11 Apostle Oh, okay.