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Today has been a depressing day to be honest. Dont get me wrong, ive been in much worse states, I just wish I had a little attention. From anyone. Ive spent the whole day on my own and its not done me too well. I have been productive enough. Jack passed away sometime in the last couple of days (one of my hamsters) so I had to go to the park and bury him. That was quite sad.
I still cant quite get over Laura and its annoying me. I saw her the other day and remembered how fine she was. Yesterday I hung out with Neil since he was back from america, and we went to the cinema to see the inbetweeners movie. It was brilliant, but I missed a text off Laura. Lately she has been commenting on my facebook statuses again. And she text me to see if I was at the cinema because she had gone with her mates. Anyways, I didnt see this text, and later that night she commented on facebook saying 'oy where was my reply' and thats when I saw her text. But she deleted the message off facebook straight away which really confused me. Why would she write something so innocent and still delete it so people cant see it. It just sounds a little suspicious. She said we will go for a drink at some point as we are both free soon.
I still dream that things are amazing between us, because they should be. Its her stupid not wanting to be tied down on tour which is ruining this. Right now I am sat watching facebook in case she comes online. How sad is that. Im really stuck with nobody in Liverpool, its making things very tough to get through. Like at the moment the only thing I am living for is work. I am lying here watching avatar. It really is one of my favourite films because it sucks you into another world. I wish I was there, I wish I was living this imaginary world more than the life ive got.
I still cant quite get over Laura and its annoying me. I saw her the other day and remembered how fine she was. Yesterday I hung out with Neil since he was back from america, and we went to the cinema to see the inbetweeners movie. It was brilliant, but I missed a text off Laura. Lately she has been commenting on my facebook statuses again. And she text me to see if I was at the cinema because she had gone with her mates. Anyways, I didnt see this text, and later that night she commented on facebook saying 'oy where was my reply' and thats when I saw her text. But she deleted the message off facebook straight away which really confused me. Why would she write something so innocent and still delete it so people cant see it. It just sounds a little suspicious. She said we will go for a drink at some point as we are both free soon.
I still dream that things are amazing between us, because they should be. Its her stupid not wanting to be tied down on tour which is ruining this. Right now I am sat watching facebook in case she comes online. How sad is that. Im really stuck with nobody in Liverpool, its making things very tough to get through. Like at the moment the only thing I am living for is work. I am lying here watching avatar. It really is one of my favourite films because it sucks you into another world. I wish I was there, I wish I was living this imaginary world more than the life ive got.