Dec 16, 2006 11:38
So again with the whole being really annoyed thing. I dunno things just dont seem to want to get better do they? Although now i just feel like a bitch complaing about everything thats happening to me because well one, i kinda brought most of it upon myself, and two because there are lots of people worse off then me. so i guess i wont complin, i'll just do this. I took it from caroline.
Answer with the first thing that pops into your head.
DONT CHEAT!
---PART-1---
1. My ex is ...
really weird to say, i havnt gotten used to the word yet. but my most recent ex is a really great guy.
2. I am listening to ...
buffy the vampire slayer in the backround
3. Maybe I should ...
try to get my life back in order.
4. I love ...
the feelnig of being loved
5. My bestfriend ..
lives to far away
6. I don't understand ...
why im such an idiot
9. The meaning of my screen name is ...
Stuff
10. Love is ...
I feel the same way about it as Chris: "Amazing. I don't believe you can fall out of it. I think that the times that you do are the times you only think you love someone. I think when you actually fall in love, it's perminant. Even if the other person stops loving you, no matter what you'll still love them. Love is a powerful word and should not be used loosely."
11. Somewhere, someone is ...
learning how to walk
12. I will always...
have really good memories.
13. Forever seems ...
like an awfuly long time
14. I never ever want to lose ...
the people i love
15. My mobile phone is ...
my life
16.When I woke up this morning (12/16)..
I was very excited to go running
17. I get annoyed at ...
myself
18. Relationships ...
thinking about it are pretty pointless. you can grow to love someone so so much but in the end, mostly likely your just going to end up crying and being really hurt and confused. but i do suppose they are worth it, becuase i think its worth it to have the time your really realy in love with that person. that, and then of course theres even the small chance you find your true love
19. My pet(s)...
are fuzzzy
20. Kisses are ...
amazing when its with a special person
21. Today I ...
ate a small buffalo chicken calzone
22. I really want ...
a time machine
---PART-2---
Honest Section
1. Honestly, what color is your underwear?
black
2. Honestly, whats on your mind?
i can really only think about one thing these days. and it just makes me sad.
3. Honestly, what are you doing right now?
talking to steve online and eating and watching buffy
4. Honestly, Do you think Johnny Depp is attractive?
very
5. Honestly, do you like smiling?
oh yes...very much
6. Honestly have you done something bad today?
nope
7. Honestly, do you watch disney channel?
Nope, but i do watch disney movies
8. Honestly, who is the last person you talked to on the phone?
melissa
9. Honestly, are you jealous of someone right now?
very, but i shouldnt be
10. Honestly, what makes you mad most of the time?
thinknig about my stupid mistkaes
11. Honestly, do you bite your nails?
Nope
13. Honestly, do you miss someone right now?
Yes. Very much.
14. Honestly, do you have a deep dark secret?
Sorta, but not really.
15. Honestly, do you have a friend you don't actually like?
yup
17. Honestly, are you in denial?
yup
19. Honestly, do you like anyone?
Well, i still have feelnigs for someone i really shouldnt. but no one new
DIFFERENT EMOTIONS SURVEY
Anger Section
1. What do you do when you're mad?
hit things
2. What's the worst thing you've done when you were mad?
umm...i say realy mean things.
3. Ever made anyone cry when you were mad?
Yup
4. Do you swear when your mad?
Nah, not really.
CRYING SECTION
1. When was the last time you really cried?
today. i cry a lot
2. Ever cried yourself to sleep?
Many times
3. Do certain songs make you cry?
my goodness yes. my friends must get very annoyed with me, because there are certin songs i absolutly cant listen to
4. What usually makes you cry?
listening to music
Happy Section
1. Are you normally a happy person?
i dunno. sometimes
2. What can make you happy?
well there was this one person...but nope. im lying. so umm...well going to amesbury, being around people and horseback riding
3. Does being with your friends make you happy?
Usually.
4. Do you believe in yourself?
never
5. When people say they think you are good looking/pretty, do you get happy?
oh yes. it a big confidence booster