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So wow I had two days in a row off of work. When this happens it is such a shocking experience. It has been out of the ordinary warm plus stormy. I was hoping to spend most of those two days outside but the storms kept me in. I even bought sunblock for my super pale skin for the occasion. Oh well guess I have all summer to use it. I did get alot of school work done which is a major plus. I got extremely bored. I don't know what to do with myself anymore when I am not at work. I am disappointed with myself that I have made this job my life. I had the opportunity to go on vacation with my mom and dad this summer(which I desperately need)but of course am terrified to put any money down up front thinking that what if something important were to come up that I would need that money. I always get to scared and I have had a few tell me to just take it easy and take that well deserved vacation. I just can't do it....I hate to be a pessimist but when a person lives on the income that i do you have to be prepared for the worse. I really just can't wait to be done with school. I am hoping that if i am able to get off site work i will be able to work for two separate companies and make mucho mula. In the future what I really want is to own my own transcription business which means multiple clients. I have also contemplated taking a course and being certified in law transcription also. I will wait on this though until I have my certificate in medical transcription and have my two years experience to be an actual certified MT. I have nothing but a positive out look on my future and am super excited.
So this weekend i have yet another wedding to go to. Ugh...I am so tired of weddings. I would say over the past 6 years I have attended 4 or 5 a year. Yikes that means a crapload of weddings. I really hate to be a downer but it is everything i want but don't have. I am don't really believe in marriage but want some type of sturdy source of commitment. I want a family badly. I am deathly afraid of an actual state recognized marriage. I feel all it really does is combine debts. I don't want my partners debts. Then there is divorce...things happen that no one can control. Did our creator really want a man and woman, man and man, or woman or woman want a communion to be revolved around money and greed. I think NO! It is about love, respect, companionship, and many more things plus procreation. I will never understand these super large weddings. My dream wedding or commitment ceremony will be extremely laid back...no STRESS! I would like my uncle whom is a lutheran minister and my godfather to do the ceremony and a I want a super huge barbecue with a keg ha ha! Out of all of my rant I did find something nice to wear that I think is flattering so am happy about that. Kind of funny that is the only reason I am anticipating my attendance to this wedding huh?
Well time for me to get off to sleep. I have another day off tomorrow and can still hardly belive it! It will be some time before this happens again. I swear I will not set an alarm and will just sleep and sleep i have no big plans for tomorrow.
So this weekend i have yet another wedding to go to. Ugh...I am so tired of weddings. I would say over the past 6 years I have attended 4 or 5 a year. Yikes that means a crapload of weddings. I really hate to be a downer but it is everything i want but don't have. I am don't really believe in marriage but want some type of sturdy source of commitment. I want a family badly. I am deathly afraid of an actual state recognized marriage. I feel all it really does is combine debts. I don't want my partners debts. Then there is divorce...things happen that no one can control. Did our creator really want a man and woman, man and man, or woman or woman want a communion to be revolved around money and greed. I think NO! It is about love, respect, companionship, and many more things plus procreation. I will never understand these super large weddings. My dream wedding or commitment ceremony will be extremely laid back...no STRESS! I would like my uncle whom is a lutheran minister and my godfather to do the ceremony and a I want a super huge barbecue with a keg ha ha! Out of all of my rant I did find something nice to wear that I think is flattering so am happy about that. Kind of funny that is the only reason I am anticipating my attendance to this wedding huh?
Well time for me to get off to sleep. I have another day off tomorrow and can still hardly belive it! It will be some time before this happens again. I swear I will not set an alarm and will just sleep and sleep i have no big plans for tomorrow.