Mar 26, 2009 01:07
I had a journal at one time before this one. When I was finally online again continuously after about 3 years, meaning I was stable enough to enjoy the necessity of paying for it, I started a new one because I had forgotten old passwords and screen names. I was able to come across that old journal and read those entries. What a complete total idiot and naive and immature person I feel that I was. I know that I have changed but am totally surprised at how much I really have. That is all I have to say on that!
I have been super busy lately with school and work so nothing really new in my life. I have been able to spend a little extra time with my family lately which has been really nice. My last exams that I took I think went well. I have to wait 7-10 days for my results, which is a little nerve recking. I know I did well but the results are just scarey considering these last 2 are 35% of my final course grade.
I need something right now to be excited about. It has been so long. Each year I look forward to Erik's turkey hunting trip. I tag along and stay at the cabin all day by myself while the boys are out. It is so therapeutic. I am by myself the majority of the time and gosh is it ever beautiful. Not once when I am up there do I think of anything that matters. Well this year I am not welcome because there is a large group of guys going. I am extremely disappointed. I need a relaxing vaca badly! I have been working hard for the past year so definately deserve it.