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I'm getting ready to start taking exams that will help me prepare for the Bar coming up shortly. I'll be honest with y'all and say I'm very nervous. I hear so many of my peers and friends talk about how they didn't pass the first time and how nerve racking it can be. Not sure how I'll do when my time comes. Please let me do well.
Sandy wants to get a pet of some kind. She talked about getting a cat after I walked through the door tonight. This comes from the woman who sneezes every time she sees a cat. A friend of hers told her about a series of shots you can take that make you immune to the cat dandruff and fur which makes people allergic. She has wanted a kitty for a while now. We'll see what happens in the next few weeks and after we get some more information on these shots.
I'm cramping hard tonight, this is not what I need at the moment. I have enough stress at work without worrying about my body rebelling. Motrin doesn't seem to be helping at the moment and I'm just about to consider trying a few shots of scotch. Sandy and I have been on the same cycle for the past few years so she should be hit in a few hours. Two chicks cramping and on the rag, Brian picked a good time to talk to us.
He just left about 20 minutes ago. I felt bad because I was being a bit too hard on him, which was mostly due to the cramps. He explained what was going on with he and his woman. I will let the boy explain his own thoughts. What I told him in essence was if things go sour, he is not allowed to come to my place looking for comfort. I am tired of watching him lose it when she hurts him.
I love my baby, please don't think I'm being mean. If I have to hear just one more time how she hurt him, I'm going to shoot his kneecaps. Now I know exactly why I'm a dyke. Men are some of the most pathetic creatures on the planet. Brian may be my baby, but without his sister around, he'd be a wreck by now.
After reading the journal's of both Lady Fiona and Veronica, I really wish he would date Fiona. She sounds so sweet and like she would treat him like he deserves. Plus she is very hot. Veronica is no skank herself, but she is too young for him and not sure of herself. Fiona has independence and has been through a lot of the same things as Brian has. I also like that she shares my views on Brian's ex-wife. Brian said she wasn't fond of April.
I wonder what happened to her. I only met her once and she was so sweet and such a nice, quiet girl. She was cute as a button and very good to Brian. I hope she finds somebody more like herself then Brian was. The two of them were night and day. I tried to tell him he wasn't ready for marriage. But just like a man he rushed into it and disregarded what his friends told him.
He'll kill me for this, but I had to hold him so many nights while he cried about the divorce and what caused it. I had to watch over him while he just moped around and had it in his mind that he was not worth love. I saw what he had done to himself and where he was heading. It was a dark, lonely place. He's not strong enough to survive that. He still blames himself for the divorce, for the pain caused and for everything.
This is why I'm so scared for him right now. He's been hurt so bad and I've watched as he made so much progress to get better. Veronica didn't help that progress when she hurt him. He's my baby. I love him so much and just want the old Brian I knew back. The happy and funny man who I grew up with. I don't want him to hurt anymore. I'm afraid of what he would do. I'm very scared to think about that.
I just want my baby to be happy.
XXX OOO
Sammie
Sandy wants to get a pet of some kind. She talked about getting a cat after I walked through the door tonight. This comes from the woman who sneezes every time she sees a cat. A friend of hers told her about a series of shots you can take that make you immune to the cat dandruff and fur which makes people allergic. She has wanted a kitty for a while now. We'll see what happens in the next few weeks and after we get some more information on these shots.
I'm cramping hard tonight, this is not what I need at the moment. I have enough stress at work without worrying about my body rebelling. Motrin doesn't seem to be helping at the moment and I'm just about to consider trying a few shots of scotch. Sandy and I have been on the same cycle for the past few years so she should be hit in a few hours. Two chicks cramping and on the rag, Brian picked a good time to talk to us.
He just left about 20 minutes ago. I felt bad because I was being a bit too hard on him, which was mostly due to the cramps. He explained what was going on with he and his woman. I will let the boy explain his own thoughts. What I told him in essence was if things go sour, he is not allowed to come to my place looking for comfort. I am tired of watching him lose it when she hurts him.
I love my baby, please don't think I'm being mean. If I have to hear just one more time how she hurt him, I'm going to shoot his kneecaps. Now I know exactly why I'm a dyke. Men are some of the most pathetic creatures on the planet. Brian may be my baby, but without his sister around, he'd be a wreck by now.
After reading the journal's of both Lady Fiona and Veronica, I really wish he would date Fiona. She sounds so sweet and like she would treat him like he deserves. Plus she is very hot. Veronica is no skank herself, but she is too young for him and not sure of herself. Fiona has independence and has been through a lot of the same things as Brian has. I also like that she shares my views on Brian's ex-wife. Brian said she wasn't fond of April.
I wonder what happened to her. I only met her once and she was so sweet and such a nice, quiet girl. She was cute as a button and very good to Brian. I hope she finds somebody more like herself then Brian was. The two of them were night and day. I tried to tell him he wasn't ready for marriage. But just like a man he rushed into it and disregarded what his friends told him.
He'll kill me for this, but I had to hold him so many nights while he cried about the divorce and what caused it. I had to watch over him while he just moped around and had it in his mind that he was not worth love. I saw what he had done to himself and where he was heading. It was a dark, lonely place. He's not strong enough to survive that. He still blames himself for the divorce, for the pain caused and for everything.
This is why I'm so scared for him right now. He's been hurt so bad and I've watched as he made so much progress to get better. Veronica didn't help that progress when she hurt him. He's my baby. I love him so much and just want the old Brian I knew back. The happy and funny man who I grew up with. I don't want him to hurt anymore. I'm afraid of what he would do. I'm very scared to think about that.
I just want my baby to be happy.
XXX OOO
Sammie