i have this feeling
I get these great story ideas early in the morning when i cant sleep. I always forget to write them down and i think thats my problem. In order to be something great I have to do something great to accomplish it. I don't know how to put my thoughts together in order to sound like a reasonably intelligent person. My thoughts always come out jumbled up and confused. Or I just don't form my thoughts completely and they sound ridiculous when I ask a question. I think to slow and talk to fast trying to get my point across and it never happens. The words I need to describe myself never pop into my head and it irritates me. I've tried to expand my vocabulary but it just hasn't worked out quit how I expected it to. I guess I'll have to keep growing as a person to figure out all that I am capable of but until I do I'll just be me and keep trying to do what I love. And what I love is confusing and doesn't alwyas make sense to me.