damn. it.
Just a few things.
Big al
If I
Should stay
I would only be in your way
So I'll go
But I know
I'll think of you every step of
the way
And I...
Will always
Love you, oohh
Will always
Love you
You
My darling you
Mmm-mm
Bittersweet
Memories
That is all I'm taking with me
So good-bye
Please don't cry
We both know I'm not what you
You need
And I...
Will always love you
I...
Will always love you
You, ooh
I hope
life treats you kind
And I hope
you have all you've dreamed of
And I wish you joy
and happiness
But above all this
I wish you love
And I...
Will always love you
I...
Will always love you
And I...
Will always love you
I...
Will always love you
I, I will always love
You....
You
Darling I love you
I'll always
I'll always
Love
You..
Oooh
Ooohhh
This song totally reminds me of dave. We had our great times, yet our most difficult ones together. Im so sorry for how I treated him after everything. I still yet do not know anything at all. but he taught me a lot, and those things he taught me cannot be expressed with words in any manner. He was my first love, the hardest one to let go. He was a very good boyfriend, and I have done everything to screw that up. Regardless of him fucking up and doing stupid shit like humans will do, I will always love him, and always have a picture of him remained in my heart, and a spot for him in my heart just in case. I do love him very much, I think thats why its the hardest thing for me to move on to another guy without feeling guilt. Which I should not anymore. Some things carry with you for a while longer than it should, thats perfectly human. I will always be here open arms for him, no matter what happends.
daddy
Reflections of your love
Have come to wither
I thought I’d done my best to memorize
A picture fades of you and I together
I haven’t come to terms
With how we said goodbye
Did you really care
Care for me at all
Did you really care
Did you care for me at all
A displaced little girl
Wept years in silence
And whispered wishes you’d materialize
She pressed on night and day
To keep on living
And tried to many ways
To keep her soul alive
Did you really care
Care enough for me
Did you really care
Did you care at all for me
If I’m not quite good enough
Or somehow undeserving of
A mother’s love
You could have had the decency
To give me up
Before you gave me life
Don’t you even care
Just the slightest bit for me
Cause I really need to feel you cared
Even once upon a time for me
I need to believe, in my heart of hearts, you care for me
I need to understand
Why you left me there so helplessly
Don’t you even care
Care at all for me
Reflections of your love
Have come to wither
I thought I’d done my best to memorize
This song reminds me of my biological father, How dare he gave me away to my step-father so fast. Its just painful enough as it is that your own blood does not even care that you are alive or dead, and just drops you out of their life like a bad habit. I just hope whatever I do to, makes him proud, because no matter what, I will be his little girl, im his daughter, unwanted by him, but I have to accept that and say "ok."
momma and grandma
2 most important people who have the biggest influence in my life is my great grandma and my mother. They both are the strongest women that I've ever known. They are always there for me, I love them both very much, I know my gramma passed away almost 2 january ago, but she will always remain in the big portion of my heart, my memories of her are locked with her and I in my heart. Shes always here for me, and I hope that someday I do make her proud. :-)
Big al
If I
Should stay
I would only be in your way
So I'll go
But I know
I'll think of you every step of
the way
And I...
Will always
Love you, oohh
Will always
Love you
You
My darling you
Mmm-mm
Bittersweet
Memories
That is all I'm taking with me
So good-bye
Please don't cry
We both know I'm not what you
You need
And I...
Will always love you
I...
Will always love you
You, ooh
I hope
life treats you kind
And I hope
you have all you've dreamed of
And I wish you joy
and happiness
But above all this
I wish you love
And I...
Will always love you
I...
Will always love you
And I...
Will always love you
I...
Will always love you
I, I will always love
You....
You
Darling I love you
I'll always
I'll always
Love
You..
Oooh
Ooohhh
This song totally reminds me of dave. We had our great times, yet our most difficult ones together. Im so sorry for how I treated him after everything. I still yet do not know anything at all. but he taught me a lot, and those things he taught me cannot be expressed with words in any manner. He was my first love, the hardest one to let go. He was a very good boyfriend, and I have done everything to screw that up. Regardless of him fucking up and doing stupid shit like humans will do, I will always love him, and always have a picture of him remained in my heart, and a spot for him in my heart just in case. I do love him very much, I think thats why its the hardest thing for me to move on to another guy without feeling guilt. Which I should not anymore. Some things carry with you for a while longer than it should, thats perfectly human. I will always be here open arms for him, no matter what happends.
daddy
Reflections of your love
Have come to wither
I thought I’d done my best to memorize
A picture fades of you and I together
I haven’t come to terms
With how we said goodbye
Did you really care
Care for me at all
Did you really care
Did you care for me at all
A displaced little girl
Wept years in silence
And whispered wishes you’d materialize
She pressed on night and day
To keep on living
And tried to many ways
To keep her soul alive
Did you really care
Care enough for me
Did you really care
Did you care at all for me
If I’m not quite good enough
Or somehow undeserving of
A mother’s love
You could have had the decency
To give me up
Before you gave me life
Don’t you even care
Just the slightest bit for me
Cause I really need to feel you cared
Even once upon a time for me
I need to believe, in my heart of hearts, you care for me
I need to understand
Why you left me there so helplessly
Don’t you even care
Care at all for me
Reflections of your love
Have come to wither
I thought I’d done my best to memorize
This song reminds me of my biological father, How dare he gave me away to my step-father so fast. Its just painful enough as it is that your own blood does not even care that you are alive or dead, and just drops you out of their life like a bad habit. I just hope whatever I do to, makes him proud, because no matter what, I will be his little girl, im his daughter, unwanted by him, but I have to accept that and say "ok."
momma and grandma
2 most important people who have the biggest influence in my life is my great grandma and my mother. They both are the strongest women that I've ever known. They are always there for me, I love them both very much, I know my gramma passed away almost 2 january ago, but she will always remain in the big portion of my heart, my memories of her are locked with her and I in my heart. Shes always here for me, and I hope that someday I do make her proud. :-)