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so i havent had drama in my life in a while and of course when i do its with my mother....she kicked me out of the apartment all because i didnt want to go up north for a wedding all weekend..everyone is home for the weekend from college and i wanted to hang out with them...so fuck her im 18 years old she will not tell me what im going to do and where im going to i gave her the keys packed my shit and it was back to montag to dads..
last night: consisted of arielle for the first time in a million months...r. town to jannas then to fruitport at someones apt idk...to hang with b. and ended up hanging out with sara instead...
tonight: i dont know yet....
today: clean room..reorganize it, clean car. move my shit back in...
im just glad that my dad let me back in...with how i left and everything..it was all on a bad note...
ive decided that i have family issues more so than i thought...i dont let go of things too easy with them...and yesturday when she kicked me out i left the rudest message on her phone i am so dissappointed in myself..."congrats on not haveing a family anymore you wanted a divorce well i was the only one left and you lost me too...so congrats again on not haveing a husband or kids anymore your doing great for yourself..." thats how it went. and i said it all out of anger...i always have to have the last word...and i need to change that about myself and i need to realize what im saying and how it can affect people...
who the fuck do you think you are to keep popping back into my life whenever you want it really amazes me that you think you can get whatever you want,so please stop randomly text messaging me i want nothing to do with you anymore.
"so please forgive me my mind is a weapon..."
last night: consisted of arielle for the first time in a million months...r. town to jannas then to fruitport at someones apt idk...to hang with b. and ended up hanging out with sara instead...
tonight: i dont know yet....
today: clean room..reorganize it, clean car. move my shit back in...
im just glad that my dad let me back in...with how i left and everything..it was all on a bad note...
ive decided that i have family issues more so than i thought...i dont let go of things too easy with them...and yesturday when she kicked me out i left the rudest message on her phone i am so dissappointed in myself..."congrats on not haveing a family anymore you wanted a divorce well i was the only one left and you lost me too...so congrats again on not haveing a husband or kids anymore your doing great for yourself..." thats how it went. and i said it all out of anger...i always have to have the last word...and i need to change that about myself and i need to realize what im saying and how it can affect people...
who the fuck do you think you are to keep popping back into my life whenever you want it really amazes me that you think you can get whatever you want,so please stop randomly text messaging me i want nothing to do with you anymore.
"so please forgive me my mind is a weapon..."