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Its hard to learn a lesson from something you wont let yourself belive you did wrong. but deep in the back of your mind you know it was wrong and you learnd the lesson and it will eat at you forever.
I just wish it would go away. Something from that long ago should not bother me.but it does and theres nothing i can do.
I wish i could just come out and say that i still think about you.
i wish i could come out and say that i care.
Even if i said to you all the things that i feel i can never be sure those feelings are still real.
Ill never know if what it is, is just regret thats catching up.
But i do know that it still hurts after all this time.
Lately Your always on my mind. Its contaminating my scences. If you know how to get rid of these thoughts, of these feelings that should not exist please tell me so they will leave me alone.
♥
I just wish it would go away. Something from that long ago should not bother me.but it does and theres nothing i can do.
I wish i could just come out and say that i still think about you.
i wish i could come out and say that i care.
Even if i said to you all the things that i feel i can never be sure those feelings are still real.
Ill never know if what it is, is just regret thats catching up.
But i do know that it still hurts after all this time.
Lately Your always on my mind. Its contaminating my scences. If you know how to get rid of these thoughts, of these feelings that should not exist please tell me so they will leave me alone.
♥