Our last Moment I Wish I Could Repeat...

May 15, 2006 17:25

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ou kiss my lips and hold me tight. The heat between us has been growing all night and the tension feels like it will explode.Your grasp moves to my chest as you kiss down my neck. You move your lips back up to mine and kiss me sweetly as your hands return to my waist.You look into my eyes but I can't handly it and look away.

We hear him speaking and jump up to see. He has asked her out finaly and she is glowing.I wished you would do the same, but it never happens.We go back to the covers and settle in but all too soon were up again.

I can't handle this anymore. We go into the other room. I can't do this knowing that you won't be her for me later. I tell you how I feel as I try hiding the tears streaming down my face. You say you understand but its me you don't want. Your words hit me like a ton of bricks. The Pain hurts worst than the objects they had thrown.

We go back to the room. Our friends are still there, the partys still going but I don't care.We aren't talking and the night is ruined. We go back to the bed and sit listening to the misic playing but we hardly make a sound.

He comes up and sits by me. He is drunk and we all know. But it may be my last chance to find someone who might want me back.I try to stop crying. The tears dry on my cheek, but hes too drunk to notice and im too sad to think.

I pull him down and he kisses me. Its not soft like yours but hard and sweet. the sweet alchohal is all over him but still I cant seem too think.

That night I ruined the only chance you gave me. Ive learned my lesson, it was stupid and I know it. That night was filled with our last moments.

I'm Sorry.

mistakes

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