Ok, at first my ooc reply: Thanks for your message. I hurried here and read your Gilbert's answers. OMG! They're really long XD I guess I won't write half as much. But first I need to make myself some coffee- I've stayed up all night (happens every now and then) and even though I'd like to take a nap now... I have to answer your questionnaire at once! :O
Two things, I have to say here are: First- I'm still not sure whether I should let the rp influence my Gilbert's answers. But I guess I will skip that... though it's kinda sad that I would have to leave out that rp between him and Ludwig, where they finally had their big talk, too.
Second- I fell for you because of "Let it be said that I don't ship PruHun at all." and I love you diehard for "Or Gilbert/his reflection. Orrrr Gilbert/his hand"
Yay! You survived it! *shot* Oi, 5 hours... if it took ME several days (along with some other things, of course), I should've known that it'd gobble up huge amounts of time for everyone else, too. X_X I was thinking that you should have included business from the RP, unless you don't actually consider what happened to be "canon." My post would've been a hell of a lot different if I didn't incorporate some details from recent RPs (which I deem "canon") with the person who plays Germany for me. He'd still be even more of a depressed, gluttonous little wreck. X'D Oh, and he'd probably be talking more about wanting to die, too. ;~; Too sad... hence why I've made picking him up a MISSION. XD
On that note, my Gilbert is basically staring at yours and going "HOW DOES HE DO IT? ;~;" He's just so much more... lively than mine. He's so energetic, and I think that's cute. <3 DOWN, Ivan. DOWN. My Gilbert could stand to learn a thing or two from yours. XD
*waves* Gilbert here! Na, why shouldn't she have survived this one, hn? She's my friend and my friends are all strong! Hehe. And of course I wouldn't include what we did in the rp! The others are only roleplayers!
....they are, aren't they?
Tell me, your Ivan is only a character! I know that Ludwig is not for real and Italy, too (as if I would ever be in a relationship! Above all one that could get me into trouble with Germany! Ne~verever!), so- ah.... uhm... ivan_the_cold is neither! Yap, for sure! Hahahahahaha! Though I have to admit that you play him quite well. Yeah, not bad at all! This bring me to *harrumphs* "your" Gilbert.... pfffffhahahahahow should that work, I ask! Another Gilbert? See? Proof that there are a lot of rpers around!
And of course he won't get it, because he CAN'T be as awesome as I am, because NO ONE is as awesome as I am! But well, since I'm not a bad person at all, I am willing to help him! Everyone can be Prussia's friend as long as he's not his enemy! Makes perfect sense, doesn't it? HAHAHAHA!
Excuse me, but who are you to say that I don't exist?! Do you want me to come by and "visit" you again to prove it? I'd be more than happy to stop by and say hello, if you need me to. I'll even bring piroshkis. Apple piroshkis. Because I knooooow you love your sweets~!
[I'm sorry, I couldn't resist. X'D Actually, I realized that I do have a Prussia account. Give me a bit to pull Gilbert out of another funk dust it off, and he'll be right with you.]
Ugh. I got out of bed for this? Seriously, I just got over an existential crisis, and now you're trying to give me another one?! Don't you dare tell me I'm not real. But really, how are you so... peppy? Why are we so different? It's not like Ivan didn't break you, either! So why am I the one stuck with the flashbacks and the mood swings and the attempted suicides and the bad habits? Huh?
WOAH! Holy shit, there I am! HAHAHAHA! Hi there, me! You sure do look awesome! Okok, assuming you're the real thing, too:
Kesesesese, don't get that wrong! You're not the only one who's got troubles every now and then... we're the same after all! Basically. BUT! It seems like you've forgotten something that has been important to us from the minute we started to exist: We are guys! Yeah, place your freaking hot naked self in front of a mirror and take a look what's between you legs! Still got balls, don't ya? Seems, like you forgot about that! They make us guys! And guys are strong, man! And strong-people-don't-whine! Dammit, reading your answers I wonder how you got to conquer so many nations back then or how you survived all those centuries! Man, think about it! Someone who was able to raise a country like Ludwig HAS to be great! Get yourself some self esteem!
Wait, where did I whine anywhere up there? There's complaining, sure, but whining? Okay, fine, even if there is whining and bitching and moaning and what-have-you up there, there's very little I complained about up there that I'm not actively working to fix (except maybe the stuff about my room; I just can't be bothered to do anything about it right now) somehow. That's why I'm here
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Oi, I didn't say you're not trying! Don't make it sound like I'm the only asshole around here! And I can't recall that I was able to do whatever I wanted when I was Prussia. I had stricter rules to follow than other countries back then! The difference was that I liked the rules! They suited me perfectly and this is why I felt like I was doing whatever I wanted. Pfff, physical wounds hardly mean anything to any other nation-tan out there, you know? That's nothing to be proud of! But the mind! Our mind, man! This is, what is special! I've lost count of how many times I should have died until now, yet I'm still around! Not even the Roman Empire managed that one! And looking at him... well, my point is... you can't always be on top. Yeah, of course I also wish I still was! And I know for sure that I could be, I'm still strong enough! But you can't attack others without a whole state of your own. Furthermore Ludwig worked a lot to get where he is now and I wouldn't wanna ruin that for him
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...Yeah, that's what I meant when I said "whatever I wanted." That aside, you're right. West said something similar to me, actually. So I've been trying this trick of telling myself that I'm awesome and not listening to the eeeeevil doubty voices that tell me otherwise, but sometimes stuff slips through the cracks or it just doesn't click, and I feel weak again. ...I guess that just boils down to "shit happens" and those little cracks don't mean much in the long run. But dammit, these things shouldn't be getting through in the first place! Eh, I guess it just happens. As long as I don't let it have a long term effect, I'm okay. It's normal to feel a little down or spooked every once in a while. My current situation can't get me down, either. I'm still awesome, even if I'm... missing some things. Yup. It's all about me. Not my situation. I am awesome, so who cares about the awesomeness/lack thereof of my basement or hobbies or anything else? I am awesome, and that's all that matters
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That's the spirit! Go on like that and you'll feel all better in short time! But never forget about your weaknesses! You have to know them, so you can fight them! You see, though I admitted I have some, I didn't tell more details in my answers to that questionnaire. What's that good for anyway? Telling everyone about my weaknesses? That's what I call whining! I have to get rid of them by myself, so I know for sure that it's not just talk when I keep saying, that I'm awesome!
Glad I could help my other self to feel a little better! Kesesesese, see? We're awesome, no matter what! And damn yes, I don't like it when I look like that! I've got such beautiful eyes, the others should be able to look at them anytime! Ah, hrm... unless I'm asleep of course. Haha!
So, you think you're not useless, huh? Then prove it!
That weird little girl Sami was all "ANSWER HONESTLY 'CAUSE IT'S FOR RESEARCH PURPOSES BLAH BLAH," so I did and listed everything. Ordinarily, I'd give her a talking-to for lying about the whole confidentiality thing, but it brought you onto the scene, so I guess it can be forgiven.
...Now I'm just pissed about ever letting myself break down like that. Just... damn. What happened? The only explanation I've got is that I looked at the basement one day and just broke, but that's not good enough anymore. God, how did I let myself get weak like that? And what you said about comfort being for sissies... y'know, that's a new development, too, like the sweet tooth. Even though I used to have an excellent mansion back then, I never really cared much about how comfortable it was. Even when I was in that crappy little house in East Berlin, I didn't care much that the bedsheets were thin and that it was a dingy piece of crap in general. Suddenly, though, I moved in with my brother and became a total hedonist. What gives?
Oh, I did answer honestly! I just didn't tell everything! You should start to use your brain again! We're masters of tactics, in case you forgot!
Yes, yeeesss! Anger! That's the right way! Do you still do sparring everyday? If not, start by training with weaker nations, so you will defeat them for sure! They will want you to show them more of your great knowledge! Makes you feel even more awesome! Ah, but don't ask the Italians, they'll only cry. Kesesese! The Baltics are always a good choice! Hrrrm, but not Poland. He's got a trauma, being beaten by the Germans, you know? And if that room of yours makes you feel down- move out of it! Move into a room in the upper floors with lo~ts of light! Just keep insisting. Ludwig might be stubborn at first, but he WILL give in! Have you ever really tried to convince him? Guess not, since Ivan did a good job making you act like others want you to. But you know that is-not-you! The only lead you've ever followed was that of your bosses! And Ivan was your boss back then. But he isn't anymore! And
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...Oh, shit. I haven't sparred or anything like that for a while. I didn't even think people still did that nowadays. I never bothered asking West about it, but I don't know if he'd want to. I don't know about other nations, though. They'd probably shut the door in my face, so I'll just stick with asking West. He's asked me to go jogging with him a few times, but I prefer my walks. Alone. ...Maybe I should take up his offer sometime soon.
I'm fine with my room. Mostly. If I weren't in such a lazy rut right now, I'd fix it up myself and put a little more color in it. But I get out of it often enough. Like I said, I've got my walks and I invade West's room when he's not home. It's nice up there. We don't have any spare rooms, though, which is why I got stuck in the basement in the first place. I'd ask West if I could room with him, but that last thing I'd want is for him to see one of my flashbacks from the beginning...You're right about my people. Did you know that I didn't even bother "sensing" them until recently? That was the time
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Of course people still do that! EVERY nation does it, but most of them won't admit! We live in "times of peace"... MY ASS! There are still enough wars going on everywhere! I've been in Iraq twice, four times in Afghanistan until now. Ludwig doesn't like it, but I need to fight! I've always been a military nation and I guess I will never get rid of that way of thinking, no matter how calm I become on the outside
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Oh. I thought by "sparring," you meant something like "practicing swordfighting..." I thought people threw away things like that entirely these days. Heh. I bet West would be surprised if I suddenly announced that he's resuming his training after... ah, maybe a century of swords being shelved, eh?
And you don't need to tell me that that saying that this time is a "time of peace" is bullshit. There's always going to be some feud going on somewhere. But I'm surprised to hear that you've fought in the recent wars. I don't know; I might have done the same under different circumstances, but I just don't like how wars are fought now. It's too... I guess the word would be impersonal. I dunno about you, but running someone through with a blade just feels "better" somehow that blowing them up from a distance. Even shooting (I got my fill of that in WWII) just doesn't feel quite the same.
I'm not a coward! Really, if I felt like picking myself up and fixing this place up, I'd do it. I've just been a bit sluggish on-and-off for a while. I
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Thanks for your message. I hurried here and read your Gilbert's answers. OMG! They're really long XD I guess I won't write half as much. But first I need to make myself some coffee- I've stayed up all night (happens every now and then) and even though I'd like to take a nap now... I have to answer your questionnaire at once! :O
Two things, I have to say here are:
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I'm still not sure whether I should let the rp influence my Gilbert's answers. But I guess I will skip that... though it's kinda sad that I would have to leave out that rp between him and Ludwig, where they finally had their big talk, too.
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I fell for you because of "Let it be said that I don't ship PruHun at all."
and I love you diehard for "Or Gilbert/his reflection. Orrrr Gilbert/his hand"
Woman, you're awesome! X'D
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On that note, my Gilbert is basically staring at yours and going "HOW DOES HE DO IT? ;~;" He's just so much more... lively than mine. He's so energetic, and I think that's cute. <3 DOWN, Ivan. DOWN. My Gilbert could stand to learn a thing or two from yours. XD
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....they are, aren't they?
Tell me, your Ivan is only a character! I know that Ludwig is not for real and Italy, too (as if I would ever be in a relationship! Above all one that could get me into trouble with Germany! Ne~verever!), so- ah.... uhm... ivan_the_cold is neither! Yap, for sure! Hahahahahaha! Though I have to admit that you play him quite well. Yeah, not bad at all!
This bring me to *harrumphs* "your" Gilbert.... pfffffhahahahahow should that work, I ask! Another Gilbert? See? Proof that there are a lot of rpers around!
And of course he won't get it, because he CAN'T be as awesome as I am, because NO ONE is as awesome as I am! But well, since I'm not a bad person at all, I am willing to help him! Everyone can be Prussia's friend as long as he's not his enemy! Makes perfect sense, doesn't it? HAHAHAHA!
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[I'm sorry, I couldn't resist. X'D Actually, I realized that I do have a Prussia account. Give me a bit to pull Gilbert out of another funk dust it off, and he'll be right with you.]
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No, actually I'm not laughing. Sorry, bad joke! ......... I'm sure that was a joke!
[Haha, I knew it! XD Great &hearts
Oooooh~ Prussia account *0* *sits still and waits*]
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Ugh. I got out of bed for this? Seriously, I just got over an existential crisis, and now you're trying to give me another one?! Don't you dare tell me I'm not real. But really, how are you so... peppy? Why are we so different? It's not like Ivan didn't break you, either! So why am I the one stuck with the flashbacks and the mood swings and the attempted suicides and the bad habits? Huh?
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Kesesesese, don't get that wrong! You're not the only one who's got troubles every now and then... we're the same after all! Basically. BUT! It seems like you've forgotten something that has been important to us from the minute we started to exist: We are guys! Yeah, place your freaking hot naked self in front of a mirror and take a look what's between you legs! Still got balls, don't ya? Seems, like you forgot about that! They make us guys! And guys are strong, man! And strong-people-don't-whine!
Dammit, reading your answers I wonder how you got to conquer so many nations back then or how you survived all those centuries! Man, think about it! Someone who was able to raise a country like Ludwig HAS to be great! Get yourself some self esteem!
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And I can't recall that I was able to do whatever I wanted when I was Prussia. I had stricter rules to follow than other countries back then! The difference was that I liked the rules! They suited me perfectly and this is why I felt like I was doing whatever I wanted.
Pfff, physical wounds hardly mean anything to any other nation-tan out there, you know? That's nothing to be proud of! But the mind! Our mind, man! This is, what is special! I've lost count of how many times I should have died until now, yet I'm still around! Not even the Roman Empire managed that one! And looking at him... well, my point is... you can't always be on top. Yeah, of course I also wish I still was! And I know for sure that I could be, I'm still strong enough! But you can't attack others without a whole state of your own. Furthermore Ludwig worked a lot to get where he is now and I wouldn't wanna ruin that for him ( ... )
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But never forget about your weaknesses! You have to know them, so you can fight them! You see, though I admitted I have some, I didn't tell more details in my answers to that questionnaire. What's that good for anyway? Telling everyone about my weaknesses? That's what I call whining! I have to get rid of them by myself, so I know for sure that it's not just talk when I keep saying, that I'm awesome!
Glad I could help my other self to feel a little better! Kesesesese, see? We're awesome, no matter what!
And damn yes, I don't like it when I look like that! I've got such beautiful eyes, the others should be able to look at them anytime! Ah, hrm... unless I'm asleep of course. Haha!
So, you think you're not useless, huh? Then prove it!
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...Now I'm just pissed about ever letting myself break down like that. Just... damn. What happened? The only explanation I've got is that I looked at the basement one day and just broke, but that's not good enough anymore. God, how did I let myself get weak like that? And what you said about comfort being for sissies... y'know, that's a new development, too, like the sweet tooth. Even though I used to have an excellent mansion back then, I never really cared much about how comfortable it was. Even when I was in that crappy little house in East Berlin, I didn't care much that the bedsheets were thin and that it was a dingy piece of crap in general. Suddenly, though, I moved in with my brother and became a total hedonist. What gives?
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Yes, yeeesss! Anger! That's the right way! Do you still do sparring everyday? If not, start by training with weaker nations, so you will defeat them for sure! They will want you to show them more of your great knowledge! Makes you feel even more awesome! Ah, but don't ask the Italians, they'll only cry. Kesesese! The Baltics are always a good choice! Hrrrm, but not Poland. He's got a trauma, being beaten by the Germans, you know?
And if that room of yours makes you feel down- move out of it! Move into a room in the upper floors with lo~ts of light! Just keep insisting. Ludwig might be stubborn at first, but he WILL give in! Have you ever really tried to convince him? Guess not, since Ivan did a good job making you act like others want you to. But you know that is-not-you! The only lead you've ever followed was that of your bosses! And Ivan was your boss back then. But he isn't anymore! And ( ... )
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I'm fine with my room. Mostly. If I weren't in such a lazy rut right now, I'd fix it up myself and put a little more color in it. But I get out of it often enough. Like I said, I've got my walks and I invade West's room when he's not home. It's nice up there. We don't have any spare rooms, though, which is why I got stuck in the
basement in the first place. I'd ask West if I could room with him, but that last thing I'd want is for him to see one of my flashbacks from the beginning...You're right about my people. Did you know that I didn't even bother "sensing" them until recently? That was the time ( ... )
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And you don't need to tell me that that saying that this time is a "time of peace" is bullshit. There's always going to be some feud going on somewhere. But I'm surprised to hear that you've fought in the recent wars. I don't know; I might have done the same under different circumstances, but I just don't like how wars are fought now. It's too... I guess the word would be impersonal. I dunno about you, but running someone through with a blade just feels "better" somehow that blowing them up from a distance. Even shooting (I got my fill of that in WWII) just doesn't feel quite the same.
I'm not a coward! Really, if I felt like picking myself up and fixing this place up, I'd do it. I've just been a bit sluggish on-and-off for a while. I ( ... )
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