Brendon & Ryan talking about religion. Why am I such a baby? I cried while I watched this. Oh my god, it's like a minute clip and I cried.
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While I was watching this, I kept saying "no damn it, you fucking reporter. Don't ask about that. Just don't, because it's none of your business." Sure I want to know, how religion fits into Brendon's life is such a fascinating topic, but I have this thing about never wanting to see people uncomfortable, or corner them into talking about stuff that they aren't ready to. It's just frustrating to watch, because I can't do anything about it and I shouldn't want to as much as I do. I fully admit that my emotional investment in these boys is getting ridiculous.
See this is how you can tell that they know each other. Ryan takes the question automatically because he knows it's a sensitive thing for Brendon, keeps looking at him to make sure he's saying saying the right thing. Like Ryan's protecting him but still giving him room to answer if he wants to. "his mom still loves him"- still trying to protect Brendon by keeping the mood lighter. I LOVE THEM TOGETHER AND MAYBE WITH KELTIE TOO.
But oh, bb. You handled it so well. *cuddles* Have I told you all lately that I love brendon and his stupid face?
"music is my religion..." Isn't there a fic where Brendon actually says that? I can't remember... either way I love him for saying that.
"it's the only thing I've ever believed in as a constant, besides my family" ♥__♥ I can't believe that my heart could love that boy any more. God. Seriously, what are you doing to me Brendon Urie? Can we get married already? You need little 'Bden babies' in your life, as Kelly calls them.
Okay, honestly don't mind me. I think I'm on emotional overload after finally getting this fic posted last night.
Read it please, if you haven't. The reaction I'm getting from people, especially from a few really well known authors, has made me so proud of it. Even if a few of the comments are TMI, I love all of the feedback equally. <3
Will someone please flail with me now? I don't care what it's about, I just need to talk about something.