sometimes i pray for a slap in the face.
this trip has been weird so far. as much as i've loved seeing some place new and seeing the beautiful scenery, i'm just so homesick. i went to this party the other where everyone was getting drunk and high.. and i was just sitting there thinking... this isn't where i belong. i think i was the only one there not drunk or high. parts of me want to come home very soon, and other parts of me want to stick it out. i realize the times that i want to come home most are when i'm just sitting around.. not doing anything. but when i go downtown and see everyone and everything going on all my homesickness flees. i'm hoping it gets better. i went and looked for a job today. i found this really cool natural foods store downtown that was hiring. it'd be nice to get on there. maybe once i get a job, i can meet some new people. some people that don't get drunk and high all the time. as negative as this post sounds... it's not all that bad here. i am having a good time. i do look forward to the time of day when my mom calls me though.