My head is spinning

Jul 29, 2005 13:26

Dustin just asked me how I think our relationship is going on a scale of 1-10. I said 7. He was sad or disappointed. He apparently was expecting an 8. I was honest. Sometimes I just feel so tied down. Like my life has no more choices. I am no longer a free spirit. It hurts me. I think i need space. I know I'll never get it. I probably ( Read more... )

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jessica_lin July 29 2005, 21:13:59 UTC
tkmi samantha. tkmi.
we ARE samjake smithfrank, for-e-ver.

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j_bark July 30 2005, 16:53:20 UTC
dont be sad sam. you sound a lot like jacob did when we broke up. i of course didnt like to hear it because i wanted to stay together but what he said made a lot of sense. we are all too young to be tied down to one person for the rest of our lives. you only live once so you had better do whatever you what/need to do while you can otherwise you will regret it later in life.

maybe dustin is the right person for you, but right now just isnt the right time for you two to be together. im not saying that you should breakup with him now, because banking can do strange things to us ladies, just make sure that you keep in touch with what your needs and desires in life are. you cant only worry about his feelings because it isnt fair for you. ok. im done acting like Dr. Phil for now. :) i hope things get better for you! call me sometime!!!!!

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j_bark August 1 2005, 21:50:45 UTC
I like you being Dr. Phil! it makes me happy! I was really sade to hear about you and Jacob. IT's great that you two are remaining such great friends for now. Sometimes life can just be so confusing and the truth is that the right thing at the wrong time is the wrong thing. I don't know what I will do. Maybe for now just nothing. When the time comes it comes and I will deal with it then. I am such a pansY! well, I love you j to the bark grrrrr! call me soon and lets do something

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