My Own Problems
So in this whole break up thing, I have been trying to put it all on his jealousy issues and not trusting me. In reality, I have my own jealousy things to work on. I am selfish and it has taken all of this to realize that it causes problems. I am selfish when other girls get tp spend time with him when I can't. It's juvenile and petty but those are the battles I fight in my head when I am sitting at home and he is at a party or something. If that wasn't enough could you imagine what it's like when he is away for college... a million times worse. I just don't even know what to do with myself. Don't get me wrong i trust him more than anyone. I know he isn't doing me wrong. I am just selfish. It kills me to admitt this too. Sometimes I just feel like a horrible person.
Until I get to work. I love being at work. John and Seth are some amazing guys. I love working with them. I think we have a good dynamic. Being at work is almost like my "me time". I don't know how to explain it. The people at work arn't all in my business. They are easy to talk to without judgement. I need that.
Until I get to work. I love being at work. John and Seth are some amazing guys. I love working with them. I think we have a good dynamic. Being at work is almost like my "me time". I don't know how to explain it. The people at work arn't all in my business. They are easy to talk to without judgement. I need that.