bad day
well, i'm not going to the gym today (i should be there now) i had a protein shake before i was about to go, then i had 2 ROLLS from the bakery next door, they were so good, like amazing, so i am too full of bread (shit really) to go to the gym, i'm all depressed i starting thinking about my ex, and that hurt came back(i didn't use the food as an emtional thing, that's just haw my morning started, then i got the mean bread craving and was too eh to resist), and i'm just down today, my energy is low and i'm just eh. I should've went to the gym, but i went monday,tuesday, and wednesday and i can save my guilt if i go saturday (yeah right) and sunday, i'm def going monday, and i not going to gain any weight from this, but still i'm in a down mood, i'm going to eat some more (a veggie chicken pattie w/no bun) then i'm going to take a nap and head back to work (all i have is a bottle of grapefruit juice to even things out a bit) i'll do some exercise at work i guess. I have a date tonight, well a sleepover, i can't really go into it cuz i don't know who may read this journal one day, and let's leave it at that. It's friday, this is the first time in a long time i've cut the gym on a friday. I'll cheer up.