2011.01.08
Lucky me, this is not my 1st entry of the year.
I really don't want to say these things in my first post of 2011.
Ne Ai-chan...
Have you ever have to say "Please R.i.P" to someone?
I hope you haven't, really!
Since I can remember things and 'feel' my own life, this is my 2nd time, no, my 3rd.
But 'directly' like this, it's the 1st time.
I don't know what should I do.
Everyone seems ok now, or at least they 'look' ok.
That person, we weren't closed.
But I got used to his appearance in our events.
And just like what they call him - The 'biggest' fish in the basin - that person was always be there, playing a very important role among us.
We gonna miss him so much.
MM gonna miss him so much.
She's strong, I know.
I'm not strong. I just can not express anything. Am I having Alexithymia?
I wish you were here. I want to see your smile and I want to touch it :"(
Dame da~!!!!! Rambling again >""<
And Vietnamese English again, d*mn it >""<
Those essays are still waiting for me.
I don't have much time left, but for no reason, I'm still wasting them X____X
I really don't want to say these things in my first post of 2011.
Ne Ai-chan...
Have you ever have to say "Please R.i.P" to someone?
I hope you haven't, really!
Since I can remember things and 'feel' my own life, this is my 2nd time, no, my 3rd.
But 'directly' like this, it's the 1st time.
I don't know what should I do.
Everyone seems ok now, or at least they 'look' ok.
That person, we weren't closed.
But I got used to his appearance in our events.
And just like what they call him - The 'biggest' fish in the basin - that person was always be there, playing a very important role among us.
We gonna miss him so much.
MM gonna miss him so much.
She's strong, I know.
I'm not strong. I just can not express anything. Am I having Alexithymia?
I wish you were here. I want to see your smile and I want to touch it :"(
Dame da~!!!!! Rambling again >""<
And Vietnamese English again, d*mn it >""<
Those essays are still waiting for me.
I don't have much time left, but for no reason, I'm still wasting them X____X