i definately have something wrong with me. no one belives me though..and thats bad.
no ones helping me, so im doing everything myself, and im taking care of myself all alone.

i need someone..anyone...

i just need love.

i met a boy in my class..he's bipolar..
i feel so much better now, to know that someone in my class is going through the wild emotion roller coasters that i'm going through. it makes me feel..not alone..

and understood by someone at least.

hopefully we'll get to talk more often, i enjoyed learning things about him.

my life just suddenly dropped. i dont know how...and i dont know why ( Read more... )

hmm...i think i'm going to give myself a makeover.
mostly my hair because...well..i can't exactly change my face lol..-_-

i'll try different make up tricks if i can do them...(i'm kinda make-up challenged T.T)
dye my hair a different color,make-up, clothes (maybe).....anything i'm missing??

i hope this works!

>_

i never want to see any of my friends cry. i saw my best friend rena cry today. i almost broke down crying myself. it was just so sad, i can't believe it.

i can't stop that image from playing in my head. she was just so sad, and so depressed. i love her so much and i never ever want to see her cry again.

its too painful to describe this on paper

i've decided to act more...evil, dark.

you know since i'm into he goth scene and such...why not be exactly like them?

so, yeah i'm going to fuck around with people's minds because i feel totally mind fucked from them..

this is way confusing but hey, i don't give a shit okay?

good day my fucking mates!

X_X

well...life's been okay for a little while. am still depressed as hell but i get through...a bit. i have nothing to say for this entry, so i dont know why i'm writing in this....

...yeah, bye.

two faced bitches want some of me? i will take you down, and beat you to which your eyes are puffy and bruised, and your nose is bleeding and broken. when your teeth aren't straight and your ribs aren't caged...until you can't breath without blood running out to greet the cold cement. puddles of blood and dirt beneath your feet, staining your ( Read more... )

....i have figured out for the thousandth time...that i don't need love.

and i'm going to break up with him again....

i just can't stand anybody at all.

somethings wrong with me..i know it

well it all started at our field trip to look park.

ralphiela, and daviana...my friends set me and nick, my boyfriend, up.

i knew he still liked me <3

^_^

squee...i'm really happy now.

-_-..ok happiness is over, i'm done with the squeeling