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It's been a super long time since I wrote in this, so I have to play catch up. My daughter is now 3 months old and is as pretty as ever. She is getting bigger by the day it seems. I can't believe three months has gone by since I had her. Time flies anyway and when you have a child, it seems to fly by even more. Her father still has not come to see her her. Friday I sent a letter to his parents and two pictures of her since he told me he was not going to tell them about her til there was a DNA but he wanted ME to pay for it. I know she is mine. I have all the stretch marks and the stitches scar to prove it. I felt that his parents had a right to know that they had a granddaughter. I know now 100% that Scott is her father as there were only two possibliities of who her dad could be and the other guy paid for a DNA test and we found out that he wasn't her dad(much to the dismay of him, myself, his parents, and all parties involved since he loves my daughter to pieces and he would have been a good dad to her. As of right now tho, he is the only person she has known as a dad b/c he has been there and helped me with her and I appreciate him more than I can express to him. He is the most important guy in my life cause he has been supportive and helped out and I love him as a FRIEND so much.) I have filed for child support through the courts seeing as her dad refuses to pay for her medical bills, diapers, and anything else she will need. I got back on the WIC program so that saves me roughly$150 a month for just her formula. I might be getting a car like my red tempo except this one is white(keeping my fingers crossed so that I can get a job and have transportation back and forth to work). Met a nice guy who is willing to help raise my daughter with me and take on the responsiblity of being her dad. He wants us to end up married and have two kids of our own. There is only two catches to this plan. First, he lives in Houston, TX and sabrina and I would have to move. Second, his parents are mexican so there for he is of mexican descent(that doesn't bother me but I am sure that my father and stepmother will be THRILLED at that idea(not!) To me skin color means nothing. Underneath the skin they are the same as any white person. I am just happy that I have found someone who is willing to be with me and love me for me and love my daughter and want to be a part of her life and be her dad even tho she is not his by blood.