Apr 19, 2005 22:14
Well it was just another day....i am slowly realizing that no one wants me no matter what I do.......i just guess that after having a baby, no one wants to be involved with me b/c they dont want a baby of their own...i understand that but all they would have to do is be more careful than we were before....Oh well, guess that i am definately meant to be alone forever now....every guy i have talked to told me that they would never date a girl with a baby and they also told me most guys feel that way...i wish that for the first time in my life, i could find a person who likes me for me and likes everything that comes along with me(like my daughter)..........i dont resent her its not her fault i was stupid and careless and she happened to come along, it was mine and her dad's fault(he wont admit he made a mistake but he did and now he wont help with her at all, he hasnt even seen her yet)..... thats life and mine will never be the same again