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It's simply amazing to me. How being apart from someone you love and care about so much can make you grow distant from each other. God I miss him. I miss talking to him, spending time with him, hugging him, kissing him... you name it. I miss it. I can't remember the last time him and I actually went somewhere together and just hung out and spent time with each other. I know it's been close to a week if not already and wel that's just a long time. I hate that we no longer have anything to talk about, I hate the dead silences on the phone. But tonight is the last night and then he'll have the next three nights off which is certainly better than having none off. And for the record? If he EVER picks up shifts like that again I'll kill him. I'll tear his heart straight from his body and rip it up into pieces and shove it down his throat.
Anyway. I think we're supposed to be hanging out tomorrow. God knows if that'll actually happen or not. I'm sure he'll sleep til 5 in the evening or later and that would just suck. Grr... okay, I'm going to stop bitching about this and go have a great time hanging out with Serena. I know I'm supposed to be on a diet but I'm going to break that tonight because I'm stressing out still. God. I feel like I'm such a pain in the ass for everyone. Everyone has to stop what they're doing and come pick me up, I hate it.
Life sucks.
Anyway. I think we're supposed to be hanging out tomorrow. God knows if that'll actually happen or not. I'm sure he'll sleep til 5 in the evening or later and that would just suck. Grr... okay, I'm going to stop bitching about this and go have a great time hanging out with Serena. I know I'm supposed to be on a diet but I'm going to break that tonight because I'm stressing out still. God. I feel like I'm such a pain in the ass for everyone. Everyone has to stop what they're doing and come pick me up, I hate it.
Life sucks.