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Well I've been fighting the impulse to delete my last two entries. It's tempting, but I guess I'll leave them there to remind me of what an asshole I can be when I'm upset.
I was hurt, so I lashed out at Amy and tried to make her hurt too. And I succeeded, too:-(
But that's over now. We talked a long time today, and I understand why she did it now. And what's amazing is that I actually agree with her reasons. So I'm feeling pretty good right now, hopefully this will last.
I've got to go to bed now, but I plan to write a long entry sometime soon about everything that happened.
Before I go, thank you to all of you who came to me to help after you heard what I was going through. I won't forget it. Man, friends are amazing:-)
And thank you most of all to Amy, for being patient with me and helping me get myself under control even after I said the most horrible things to her in anger.
I was hurt, so I lashed out at Amy and tried to make her hurt too. And I succeeded, too:-(
But that's over now. We talked a long time today, and I understand why she did it now. And what's amazing is that I actually agree with her reasons. So I'm feeling pretty good right now, hopefully this will last.
I've got to go to bed now, but I plan to write a long entry sometime soon about everything that happened.
Before I go, thank you to all of you who came to me to help after you heard what I was going through. I won't forget it. Man, friends are amazing:-)
And thank you most of all to Amy, for being patient with me and helping me get myself under control even after I said the most horrible things to her in anger.