As my heart slows
Distant lately ja... And somehow all the time now... I am driven by frustration in that seems like a drum that beats hard for true love, but not just any love... A love that I can truly connect with. I am doing such neat things right now through this frustration, but it is so hard to appreciate things while feeling down...and yeah down. If at all, I could try to describe myself as a bunch of marbles that are in the hands of many people standing around a table with a hard floor underneath. Its as if all those people suddenly dropped all the marbles on a table at the same time and then tried to stop them rolling off the table. I feel as if every marble is a part of me that is rolling away...