May 13, 2005 01:37
im so so sorry for the way
i am
i am nothing to thoes eyes angel please stay here
i am nothing
i fucked up i know
i fucked up i know
i need to be ok for you
i am just a falling star that cant keep its place
i am just the way you want me
i am so terrible at this at this life
i know i say the worst of words to get in ur head
i know i say the worst of words that stay fresh in mind
but dont stop loving me
ill keep my hands down to my knees
cry my eyes with blood red tears
fall from my heart to the ground
where i left my feelings buried underneath me
i am digging them out
please wait for me
find them once again
for this heart to fly again
i feel these tears holding back
i say those words that i hate the most
the ones my mother said her self
i am so
i said
i am so sorry for everything i ever done
said to your eyes i see myself with regret
i hate the way i feel
i hate the way i put displacement in words
that mean a world of smiles to keep
look at me now with
my hands down on my knees
look at me now
with eyes so true to bleed
look at me
look at me now.