May 11, 2005 10:46
yea well honestly for the first time in a long time i am happy.
i havent been happy for a long time i love how things are now with my friends and alice its great made some new friends too and i actually dont wanna get high everyday lol no seriously i like my days its fun to see what gos on and not sitt in a room all day high n doing nothing hmmm my 1yr is coming up i hope it gos as planned ugh its crazy to say but i cant believe we still are together well i always said wed be together forever and thats how i still feel and still do im sorry i dont say it as much but i feel it way more than ever...
wow just to think about when me and alice first starting dating just the first day i met her ill never for get her just the feeling the looking in her eyes seeing a future from the first time i saw her it was crazy ahhh i never want to lose her i cant ill be nothing with out her were like one person now like we say things at the same time think alike wow im so in love with her..
alice im sorry for whenever i made you cry im sorry for hurting you all i want to do is love you and with the way things are now i hope they stay this way coz my heart cant fill up nomore my love is all yours and i say these words to you so you know how i feel i tell you everyday i love you no matter what if i could id kiss you goonight every night i love you babe please never leave me