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[salukfan]

Hey, ya'll. Not entirely sure why I'm updating on this side today; I guess I wanted somewhere to talk and not feel 100% alone as I did so. I'm in one of those moments in my life where I've realized that I let things go to shit, but I want them resolved, but the realization that I can't resolve things immediately kills me. My combination of

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[jeweledeyes]

I'm sorry things have been so rough. I didn't last as long at it, but your description sounds a lot like me when I first graduated college and I was working at Target, trying to stay in the town I went to school in. I called out a lot and it was only rarely because I actually was sick; it was because I was miserable and didn't want to do it. I didn't want to move home, but in the long run, it helped me a lot. I feel like I'm ready to get out on my own again, but even though financially I can't afford that right now, I think I'll be ready for it emotionally once I've saved enough.

I've heard this about so many of my friends who have worked with Disney, and that sucks. :-/ Hang in there, though. As soon as you can, I think you'll feel much better once you get away. When you're in the right job, you know it. When I was working my teaching job, I only called out when I was pretty much dying of illness, I think only 3 days the entire time. When you're in a job you love, you want to go. I think the reason you've been having these issues is because you subconsciously know it's not the place for you, you're not happy there. A change of scenery should do you some good. So I hope everything gets better soon. :-)

[salukfan]

Thank you. :) I definitely think the fact that I want to turn the Disney-part of my brain off is a big part of why I have such a struggle going. The fact that I'm looking to go home is a big frightening for me, given that I've never really missed the place, but a "second chance" might just be what I need.