Am I Sick
This is a question i ask myself often. lately the answer for physically no but mentally maybe i'm off. I've got some sort of head start on the bit of life where you loss your mind. Somethings i see aren't what they seem but i'll let you all try and decipher that one. I've been thinking cruel things some i find funny others i just feel evil after and not in a good way sick to the stomach with myself. I'm the one thing that can truly make me feel ill. Do i really want any of you to read this i have no idea. My minds been a mess of thoughts lately. sometimes i just really can't make sense of it. Daves sick he's disgusted by drug addicts, the homeless, transsexuals, these are people they're human too they've made mistakes or were just tired of hiding who they were. he once said "die of shame" in in a game of humor in a box on the question things you'd do if you woke up the opposite sex. i said run around naked my sisters boyfriend said stay home theres some much one could do with themselves and my sister said hang out in a mens locker room. he also called drug addicts and homeless animals he said there no longer people. could i ever turn into this no but i do have my cruel thoughts. i may have a party. sometime in the future.