Whats around the next corner

[saltyyetporous]

SIDE THOUGHT i hate denny's but the times we have there could never be better. MAIN TOPIC I feel an air of change weather it's me finishing school (hopefully in april) or maybe my personality making some altercations to itself. Maybe it's my friends or family i know one little change growing in someones belly which i know will in october (hopefully the 15th cause i'm awesome [fuck i hate cocky people]) bring smiles to all our faces (i think it already has. this is an after thought after rereading my post). SIDE THOUGHT I cannot help but agree with something that was said about our group today which saddens me and brings light to my own flaws something that will hopefully change. MAIN TOPIC Will someone close depart on an adventure or maybe detach themselves or more drama spring up which there is never lack of. SIDE THOUGHT I love our group you all can never know how much happiness you've brought me and each one of you has your quirks and those will always bring grins to my face. i feel light hearted. MAIN TOPIC i've always hated change but i think knowing in less then a year i will be running away to south america i will have to embrace change with open arms i think i may be ready. SIDE THOUGHT i think the postal service is assisting in the light heartedness. MAIN TOPIC Maybe i'm going to die (that would be a major change in my life considering i'd be dead) it would be a good week to die i feel but there are so many thing i want to do still so hopefully that can wait. SIDE THOUGHT Tonight was great i was not to talkative (never) or to quite (always) i think i talked to everyone at least once it was just a good night :)
LAST THOUGHT Am i ready to change. become less highschoolly more mature. i think soon. i hope throughout life i will have you guys as friends or at least people who will accept me as much as you guys have...