What am I doing?  I'm curled up on the couch.  TV off.  I've been staring at the computer screen in a blank haze wondering what I was going to do or if I was trying to do anything at all. I should do something.  I don't want to do anything.  I just want to sit curled up here and do nothing.  No TV, no computer, no bath, no eating, no drinking.  ( Read more... )