i should be writing my american political regime essay.

[salparadise87]

if you feel like you need to be saved, go ahead.
all the elements of your salvation are already within you. it is not that God helps those who help themselves, and it's not that God doesnt give a shit about you, it's that sometimes, the idea of an all loving, all powerful benevolent creator is unnecessary.

you cannot control your environment.
only your reaction to it.

that which you cannot control, that is God. and whether it's brahma budding, vishnu saving or shiva shitting, no matter what you do you cannot affect it.

what was that prayer? ive seen it a million fucking times and i can never remember it. something about changing what i can and accepting what i cant, whatever.

i'm in the study room and somoene just farted. i cant fucking affect that...it still smells bad, in fact it smells quite bad, kindof like the person who farted is quite constipated and in need, desperate need of some loaf pinching, but you know what?

i cant fucking change it...

(still fucking smells bad though)

here i was about to talk about how better life is when you accept the things you cant change. but godamn that fucking smart smells like death.

alright...back to my essay.