And we come down from our homework high.
... You know, it's really very encouraging when you find out you're failing a class (because you didn't turn in three homework assignments) two weeks before final exams. Right after you've had a huge project slapped on you in that and every other class. And they didn't tell you earlier that you were missing, even when they sent out progress reports.
FUCK.
It's stupid because it's so little (three assignments, and I know they'd let me make them up), but this is enough to make me not want to do any homework at all.
ETA: This also makes me cry. This makes me cry. I hate emotional reactions. I had such a strong resolve today to work hard and I didn't even know I was doing this badly-- and it's all things like two-point completion grades that I've missed out on, and this is why I'm failing and FUCKTHISISSOSTUPID. I seriously considered putting my hand through the computer screen. At least I have a modicum of common sense.
And I love making my mom mad and then going into hysterics. Who doesn't like doing that?
ETA again: ... Jesus. Well, sometimes an extreme emotional reaction is needed. Now I can get back to other homework/the projects that are worth 90% of my grade/R3/etc., and just worry about talking to the teachers about the damned grade tomorrow.
FUCK.
It's stupid because it's so little (three assignments, and I know they'd let me make them up), but this is enough to make me not want to do any homework at all.
ETA: This also makes me cry. This makes me cry. I hate emotional reactions. I had such a strong resolve today to work hard and I didn't even know I was doing this badly-- and it's all things like two-point completion grades that I've missed out on, and this is why I'm failing and FUCKTHISISSOSTUPID. I seriously considered putting my hand through the computer screen. At least I have a modicum of common sense.
And I love making my mom mad and then going into hysterics. Who doesn't like doing that?
ETA again: ... Jesus. Well, sometimes an extreme emotional reaction is needed. Now I can get back to other homework/the projects that are worth 90% of my grade/R3/etc., and just worry about talking to the teachers about the damned grade tomorrow.