Whoa momories

Oct 13, 2006 21:55

Sometimes it is really hard to be with someone for a long time... but then there are those that you are with for a really long time and then it all falls apart for 1 reason or another and you may not want or regret that it happened ... i mean i just love how we all (including me) go through high school saying with love certain people with all of our lives and we would die without them etc etc. Then once you break up you can find another person and say the same exact thing and then when you ask them about it why don't you love so n so ne more their like o i never loved so n so... well id asked what makes me think you love me? what just because you say so i'm supposed to believe you... then what happens if you were to break up with then other one that you were with... what are you going to say that you wished you would've stayed with the first one or are you just going to go and find another person to say those things too. i mean do people even know what they are saying nowadays????

the whole i love you thing is kinda non-chalant today. it's just like another word in our vocabulary that has no meaning behind it. back in the day love used to have a meaning and purpose and somehow the genereation of today has lost it. sure you may love someone but how do you know that they love you back? and for another thing if you love someone, what kind of love is it? how long do you think it will last? i mean i look at ppl who say they love someone and then let their partner walk all over them or treat each other badly. that's not love. i mean when you love someone where do you draw the line? How much can they get away with and youll still run back to them and believe it will all be okay and never happen again. i mean look at the people that dated and broke up, most of them either hate each other or dont even talk ne more. i mean when you love someone like the way we "claim" to, then we should know that person down to the depths of their soul and if you break up HOW IN GODS NAME ARE YOU SUPPOSED JUST FORGET THEM??? i love people who say that " let's just pretend like we dont know each other" that statement right there is like a kick in the balls. right there is a thing that tells you it was never love in the first place, you just said it to comfort each other into this little fantasy world beleiveing that you have some fairy tale relationship and that you are meant to be with this person like forever.

i mean we range from 15 -18 here not very old enough to rele know what lies ahead of us and where we are going to go. people change as they grow and they are hardley ever the same as they were in high school. i mean there is always girl's trying to STEAL other girls boyfriends and visa versa then you have backstabbing friends, lieing , cheating, stealing, she said this, he said that bla bla bla HIGH SCHOOL IS DRAMA AND I CANNOT WAIT TO FINISH IT! i try to go back to 9th grade when school was awsome and i had so much fun with kelly and kim and life was easier and then i met the guys that totally change my life for the better.that is what love is, loveing someone for who they truely are all the good, the bad and the ugly. accept them for their mistakes and their achievements. true love is hard to find and if you blieve that you have it, hold onto it with all of your might because you may not find it again. i know jealousy come into to play a lot but you just have to deal with it and get over it. there is always going to be someone you likes who you love and trusting that person is something that you have to do even though it may be hard you have to do it or the relationship will crumble and ciese to exsist.

why am i babbling on about this bc i wanted to get off my head

and to a certain person whom i would like to apologize to because i like spending all my time with him and maybe he thinks im smothering him.. well i will back off cuz i can tell it frustrates you, im sry that i love the way i feel when i am with you and the confidence that you give me. i cant help that fact that i love all the feelings that i get when im with you, they make me know that i am human and that i kno can feel for someone so much that they are priceless in their loved ones eyes. i am sry for all those things and many more.. i love you Joe Moskwa <3 <3 <3 <3 <3
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