Sep 28, 2005 14:21
so i held out for a month, at least. but i finally broke down and bought candy corn. i held out because i was afraid i'd eat it all up. usually, i keep finding myself at the candy jar until it's all gone and i have a belly ache and wonder to myself how it all happened. it's an addiction. all the symptoms are evident. i think about it compulsively, don't even realize i'm putting it in my body, and suffer the consequences, all the while wanting my next fix...... but this year will be different ( spoken like a true junkie)... i haven't eaten it all yet. :) but i didn't even feel like it anyway. that is either an incredible breakthrough or signs of a deeper issue.