I've come to a certain epiphany - after all of these suicide entries. Right now I am at a sort of peace within myself. I am, of course, waiting for my medications to kick in (the dilantin, ativan and trileptal). All of these medications will give me an unawareness of self. I will be emotional, tired, unbalanced, unable to walk, disoriented, dizzy
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People come and people go in our lives. When they do go, you must believe that there was a purpose they fulfilled in both entering and exiting your life. Friendships are rarely more then temporary, and you should learn to cherish all of them for what they gave you, not what they took away. There are some that will last longer then others, and some that will come back; but to hope for or believe in either is a high-stakes gamble.
This is how I see things, this is why I never had trouble removing you from my life for short periods of time. But ultimately, there has never been a stronger, more stable friendship then the one I share with you. Words cannot express my gratitude, nor do they need to; you know my heart.
I hope things begin to look up for you soon, and I hope that you will learn to view what happened for the experiences and the memories you gained, instead of dwelling on the sadness you felt when it was over.
You don't need to not care, you just need to care about different things. As your friends and cherished ones, we ( ... )
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