amanda, you pose (a lot a lot) in a lot (a lot) of pictures. you should just be satisfied with normal pictures of yourself, especially if you're feeling better about yourself.
besides, if you think about it, pictures aren't real dipictions of people anyway. at least not living people. they're just a second in time that's gone once you snap your camera's button.
when i was talking about coldplay i wasn't talking about you. i was mostly talking about mtv, and people who never liked coldplay in their life but all of a sudden like them now because its the cool thing to do. mostly karly's roommate who also adapted rilo kiley into his brittney spears collection, so don't think everything i say relates to you. usually the only time i think about you is when i see your posts on the internet.
so don't take my comments so out of context, and so personal. not everything is about you.
and if you do happen to take something personally, there must be a reason for it.
your comment was posted in my personal journal, about my personal entry, regarding your personal opinion of the way i pose for pictures. i would like to think that it was about me. the coldplay thing was just an example on how you took your aggresion out on me when it wasn't necessary to mention how sick you are of hearing about them. i never once thought that everything you say relates to me. obviously, or maybe i'm wrong, this entry led to your most recent two entries. maybe it is not about me, but i was the cause of your thoughts that then led to you writing about them. i do take things personal and i'm sure there is a reason. maybe it's sensitivity, maybe it's insecurity, who knows.
i don't understand you. you always somehow seem to make me feel like less of a person, even when you're not trying. complaining that i mention coldplay, complaining that i pose for my pictures. hell, if i had a scanner, a million polaroids of me in my natural state would be here instead then would you be so worried? i doubt it. who cares what i do in my photographs that i post? 90% of the people on my friends list know me in "real life" and know what i look and act like. who cares if i pose, honestly? i want to lose weight to feel better about myself, to fit into jeans everywhere i go rather than having only one place that they fit me. it's quite liberating to run into a high school friend and hear them say "you look really great". perhaps i care too much about the way that people see me but i'm okay with that. i've got my close friends that i would do anything for. others, like yourself, are mere acquaintances that indulge me wtih conversation and laughter a few times a month. i'm not trying to impress anyone, megan. sometimes i
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and i am very sorry that i hurt your feelings. my intent isn't to hurt someone's feelings, it's to hopefully make them think about things, but i'm not exactly tactful. and we all know this.
so i apologize. this has made me so late for work.
besides, if you think about it, pictures aren't real dipictions of people anyway. at least not living people. they're just a second in time that's gone once you snap your camera's button.
i worry about you.
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so don't take my comments so out of context, and so personal. not everything is about you.
and if you do happen to take something personally, there must be a reason for it.
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so i apologize. this has made me so late for work.
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