less than two weeks.
12/18
1. "life demanded a new language"
2. "She said maybe i shouldn't make up everything, because it made it hard to believe anything."
3. "I wanted to describe the world, because to live in an undescribed world was too lonely."
12/19
1. i finally got my schedule for work. it's not looking too good. i still will only be working three days a week.
2. reading
3. "When will you learn that there isn't a word for everything."
12/20
1. I made lunch for myself & brian & he told me i was a good cook haha. i'm pretty sure he would have said anything to get me to make lunch for him.
2. bonus from work.
3. yes man.
12/21
1. talking to megs.
2. wrapped the majority of my christmas presents
3. Because to confess your loneliness is to confess your failure as a human being. To confess would only cause others to pity and avoid you, afraid that what you have is catching. Your condition is caused by a lack of human relationship, and yet to admit to it only drives your possible rescuers farther away (while attracting cats). So you attempt to hide your loneliness in public, to behave, in fact, as though you have too many friends already, and thus you hope to attract people who will unwittingly save you. But it never works that way. Your condition is written all over your face, in the hunch of your shoulders, in the hollowness of your laugh. You fool no one.
I have a lot to do today; finish christmas shopping & cleaning. I don't want to leave my house because it's so cold out & the tank doesn't warm up very well. But, i told my dad i would finish getting my mom things for christmas, so now i have to go.
we'll see what happens.