Sep 24, 2007 00:03
as this weekend was my first weekend back, the word "different" was tossed about a lot. my relatives and people at my church said "oh you look like a college girl now!"
i don't think i look much different. i haven't gained or lost weight. i still have the same acne. i still wear the same clothes and my hair looks the same. i dunno, maybe you get a glow about you when you come home from college. who knows.
i saw a lot of people at the game. no one seems to have changed. it's just incredibly awkward to be an alumnus. we can talk about the old days, but nothing else is really relevant. nothing has really changed. the people i don't like are still unbearable to be around. the people who were my close knit group still act the same. no one is really any different. i figured it wouldn't be that way.
but then again, i should have known. people will never change their ways. love them or hate them, no one should have to change for anyone else. just live and learn. adapt. something like that.
i guess i'm disappointed in people for not having a fresh new view on life just by going to college. mrs. o would be ashamed.