Nov 22, 2008 21:06
You'll never guess what happened to me this weekend!
I lost one of my closest friends! They didn't die, we just fell out. I was super angry with him and now I'm not and feel really sad about losing the friendship. My big sister is really wise and pointed out to me that I am too touchy and that he sounds just like me, and that actually we shouldn't even co-exist. We probably make the stability of the universe uncertain when together, you know, how anti-matter and matter probably ought not to hang out? I know I am so easy to upset, or easy for people that I hold close to upset me. He's so much worse than me. A stranger would barely have to say a word and he's all GRR!! Ugh I might be getting angry again... erm... deep breaths... focus on the good!
Anyway, now that I'm not filled with fury and just all sad and mopey and maudlin and pouty of lip, I am hoping past hope that we get to be friends again. Erm you know maybe in a year or something though.
This entire episode is killing my word count lead. I managed to get two days ahead so not behind pace again yet.
I am skating in my first roller derby bout next Sunday! Whoop!
xxx