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weeeeeelllll, fuck this shit.
Just needed to get that out of my system. I am happy despite life. Kinda.
I wonder if the fact that I can't stand my mom telling me that I'm emotionally immature makes me immature in the first place? Or is it just because she's my mom? I really need to stop telling her things, but I suck at lying, and she won't stand for "I don't wanna talk about it" as an answer.
Hng....just frustrating....the one place I applied to that actually called me in for an interview turned me down anyway....at this rate I'm going to end up back at CVS. DX Uh well...I guess....the uniforms are nicer now? :| And Kassandra + Alex W are still there, so life will be somewhat interesting...
I kind of regret changing my Facebook relationship status--It was kind of a "oh I'm on Facebook today to check messages and I guess I should change that cuz I'm dating now" thing but...of course one day later, I decide I'd rather just be friends...I still need to talk to him about it. >.< I just.....my feelings haven't really changed. I value his friendship a lot but I can't see myself doing more that that. And it would be lying to stay with him while I'm thinking about someone else most of the time...of course, that's even MORE complicated and I don't feel like dealing with it right now.
Oh hey, I haven't used this tag in a while. :|
(Speaking of FB my stalker from school won't stop trying to friend me and it's driving me NUTS. I blocked him on IM but it's like he can't take a hint....of course, I knew that already, but. DX Ugh I'm too nice. I tried to put up with him and then ended up just cutting off contact instead of explaining why, but...he really creeped me out...asking all those personal questions...ASKING ME OUT OVER IM OF ALL THINGS ugh. GO AWAYYYY PLEASE.)
Just needed to get that out of my system. I am happy despite life. Kinda.
I wonder if the fact that I can't stand my mom telling me that I'm emotionally immature makes me immature in the first place? Or is it just because she's my mom? I really need to stop telling her things, but I suck at lying, and she won't stand for "I don't wanna talk about it" as an answer.
Hng....just frustrating....the one place I applied to that actually called me in for an interview turned me down anyway....at this rate I'm going to end up back at CVS. DX Uh well...I guess....the uniforms are nicer now? :| And Kassandra + Alex W are still there, so life will be somewhat interesting...
I kind of regret changing my Facebook relationship status--It was kind of a "oh I'm on Facebook today to check messages and I guess I should change that cuz I'm dating now" thing but...of course one day later, I decide I'd rather just be friends...I still need to talk to him about it. >.< I just.....my feelings haven't really changed. I value his friendship a lot but I can't see myself doing more that that. And it would be lying to stay with him while I'm thinking about someone else most of the time...of course, that's even MORE complicated and I don't feel like dealing with it right now.
Oh hey, I haven't used this tag in a while. :|
(Speaking of FB my stalker from school won't stop trying to friend me and it's driving me NUTS. I blocked him on IM but it's like he can't take a hint....of course, I knew that already, but. DX Ugh I'm too nice. I tried to put up with him and then ended up just cutting off contact instead of explaining why, but...he really creeped me out...asking all those personal questions...ASKING ME OUT OVER IM OF ALL THINGS ugh. GO AWAYYYY PLEASE.)