Nov 22, 2011 12:09
Hmm...just now I've deleted about 2000 E-mail which were in my E-mail account. Wow! I realized, that the time I had had the most replies in my LJ-"diary" were between 2008-2010. Hmm, that was also the time I had joined a lot of LJ groups...and now for quite a while I haven't done that.
No, on the contrary, I've privatized my account further, and now only friends can see my posts. Well, I really think that I had to do that...it's...dangerous I think, to just have my diary in the internet, unprotected. And yes, this journal is like a diary for me, not a "blog". I have my own blog, where I never post anything. I prefer writing in English anyway...even if it got a lot worse these days. No, seriously. I noticed that.
Hmm...and in the "more popular" days, I had also written fanfiction. Liek "The Weekly Ginta-Corner"? That, I am proud of. but I could only do it for 5 weeks...what a shame!
I don't think I should write fanfiction since 1. I'm not a native speaker, and my written English is nothing special at all, and 2. I can't keep up the work. These are only 2 oneshots I finished, and all the other FFs I have begun, were never finished.
I feel bad about that, but its just who I am xD BUT, I'd like to start some new things...
but I will only think about that after my appointment on Thursday, and...when I finally go to college properly.
Right now I'm only going to the courses I REALLY have to go, or they'll throw me out...
I haven't missed one class in that course. But I'm experiencing some fright to go to college.
Like...do you know of the term "Hikkikomori"? If not, you should wikipedia it, that is kind of my current situation. Not entirely, but some characteristics.
My plans for this week: Watch Gossip Girl Season 3, watch Fernsehkritik.tv, Criminal Minds, and MAYBE FiM...
YES I KNOW, I HATE My Little Pony FiM, but I recently got myself a FiM Advent calendar, because there are only small figures of these ponys in it, and NO CHOCOLATE.
Prepare to become SHOCKED, YES, I gained ALL the weight I had lost in Japan (naturally). And THAT is a lot! I am so ashamed of myself >_> That's why I'm currently kind of under a diet.
Well, I eat low-calory stuff and no sweets of fat things. It's not like I don't eat regulary, so rest assured...NO, not one of the stupid diets I did in my past, a proper, and not dangerous one.
That's all for now.
Written with lots of ラブ.
- Yuu
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