Lesson Learnt
Today i have learnt somethings which will help me with in the rest of MY LIFE one is that family can end ... all tree's can grow tall and live for years and years however when its roots are damaged if not repaired it will die , i have never seen any of my family members in such a manner i think the love has died and hatred and fear is growing, thorns are growing on this big tree...
Another thing is that my family are not the super heros i thought they were who can save me when i need help and always support me and love me ... to be honest i realised but i ignored it because i wanted my family to be perfect but they are not they are human not super heros.
Now i have realised that i need to grow some independance and live life protecting myself at the end of the day i am alone in this battlefield. i am happy that i realised this now and in case anyone sees this i want to share this moment and know I HAVE GAINED INDEPENDANCE !
Today is the day that i reject family i was going to do it someday soon anyway ....
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