Wow, I have not posted an entry in years...
The years since I've stopped using LiveJournal fully have been interesting to say the least. I've felt the need to come back and write a bit here.
I am doing okay for the most part. I'd like to think that I've changed and become a better person, but that implies that people change in a permanent sense. The truth is that I have not changed all that much since I last wrote in this journal. I still am a spoiled ass, I still am a hermit, and I still am a fangirl.
My fandoms have both changed slightly and at the same time have not. I still think PIERROT is/was the best band ever, I do still like jrock, and I still love the everlasting shit out of Sailor Moon.
But there's still some changes too: For example, I rekindled my love for Power Rangers. I dipped my toes slightly into tv shows such as Sense8, Sherlock, and Supernatural (Admittedly, this one is more out of appreciation for the good it does have rather than the bullshit that it is now). I rediscovered older jrock music that I listened to and even gained an appreciation for LM.C, something that I never thought would be possible. But then again, I didn't expect PIERROT to reunite ever, but there we go.
I've been writing a bit more lately as well. But most of what I've been writing, I've felt it hasn't been up to par or it's incomplete. I swear, I have a good idea for a fic, but then I learn new info and it derails the fic. And I don't want to delve into unbelievable crack with the ideas I've had and not written. Not joking at all, I played around with the idea of writing drunk!Jaejoong (of JYJ) banging an equally drunk!Shota (of ALvino) and part of me wants to write it and at the same time, part of me is saying "No, don't do it. This is a big fucking nooooo~!"
But who knows? Maybe I'll post what I have here, simply because I don't want it to sit on my computer until the end of days. *shrugs* Only time can tell on that.
Until the next time I write, I will see you all soon.
I am doing okay for the most part. I'd like to think that I've changed and become a better person, but that implies that people change in a permanent sense. The truth is that I have not changed all that much since I last wrote in this journal. I still am a spoiled ass, I still am a hermit, and I still am a fangirl.
My fandoms have both changed slightly and at the same time have not. I still think PIERROT is/was the best band ever, I do still like jrock, and I still love the everlasting shit out of Sailor Moon.
But there's still some changes too: For example, I rekindled my love for Power Rangers. I dipped my toes slightly into tv shows such as Sense8, Sherlock, and Supernatural (Admittedly, this one is more out of appreciation for the good it does have rather than the bullshit that it is now). I rediscovered older jrock music that I listened to and even gained an appreciation for LM.C, something that I never thought would be possible. But then again, I didn't expect PIERROT to reunite ever, but there we go.
I've been writing a bit more lately as well. But most of what I've been writing, I've felt it hasn't been up to par or it's incomplete. I swear, I have a good idea for a fic, but then I learn new info and it derails the fic. And I don't want to delve into unbelievable crack with the ideas I've had and not written. Not joking at all, I played around with the idea of writing drunk!Jaejoong (of JYJ) banging an equally drunk!Shota (of ALvino) and part of me wants to write it and at the same time, part of me is saying "No, don't do it. This is a big fucking nooooo~!"
But who knows? Maybe I'll post what I have here, simply because I don't want it to sit on my computer until the end of days. *shrugs* Only time can tell on that.
Until the next time I write, I will see you all soon.