Interesting how cohabitation can change one...
So when Dan is not here, I revert back to my normal self.
Which is to say, I become nocturnal.
I love the night.
Nikki says I am drawn to the loners, specifically the loners who are really powerful. To which I say, but of course, for I am a powerful loner, am I not?
At first I was annoyed because everyone left me for the weekend. I mean EVERYONE. They all skipped town and I was worried about being alone for so long. I like my alone time, but I am currently in a jobless situation where I am alone every freaking day for at least 8 hours. It really gets tiring. There is only so much you conversing you can do with your cats until you start wishing they would just talk BACK, darnit. Now I am kind of enjoying being home alone. I sleep when i feel like it, get up when I feel like it. Clean when I feel like, not clean when I feel like it. I don't have to think about my responsibilities to anyone or having to respect someone else's feelings and needs. This mostly applies to living in the apartment alone, not to be alone in the city. Being alone in the city woukd get old fast as I just need to socialize sometimes. But now I feel as if living alone would get old, too. It's worth the extra time and commitment to have someone to come home to, to be able to converse, play together, and just share life.
Rambling now.
Peace out.
~Rachel
Which is to say, I become nocturnal.
I love the night.
Nikki says I am drawn to the loners, specifically the loners who are really powerful. To which I say, but of course, for I am a powerful loner, am I not?
At first I was annoyed because everyone left me for the weekend. I mean EVERYONE. They all skipped town and I was worried about being alone for so long. I like my alone time, but I am currently in a jobless situation where I am alone every freaking day for at least 8 hours. It really gets tiring. There is only so much you conversing you can do with your cats until you start wishing they would just talk BACK, darnit. Now I am kind of enjoying being home alone. I sleep when i feel like it, get up when I feel like it. Clean when I feel like, not clean when I feel like it. I don't have to think about my responsibilities to anyone or having to respect someone else's feelings and needs. This mostly applies to living in the apartment alone, not to be alone in the city. Being alone in the city woukd get old fast as I just need to socialize sometimes. But now I feel as if living alone would get old, too. It's worth the extra time and commitment to have someone to come home to, to be able to converse, play together, and just share life.
Rambling now.
Peace out.
~Rachel