Hmmm
I need a life.... Everytime I try and find something the I want to do I can't. I am so fucking annoyed with the way shit goes. Fuck and I can't complain right... Nope... My head hearts circular logic aside I need a break cut me a fucking break. Yeah I'm just going to lose... No I feel I have already lost most of myself I can pretend to remember how to act like myself. My word who the fuck am whining all the time like it matters or will help anything. I should just be the silent one Again.