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Inspiration = zero.
I realized I haven't written anything substantial since I've been at COLLEGE. I don't know what this means; am I just so busy I haven't had a chance? This is what I'd like to think, though I have sneaking suspicions that it isn't the case. Sneaking suspicions that say in sneaky voices: You've tried to write, you've sat down and stared at the computer screen and nothing's come out. You have nothing to say.
I don't like to think about it but it's true: I haven't written anything because I have absolutely nothing to say. I want to create things, I really want to unite words and ideas in pretty new ways. But. I finished the last major thing I was writing and now I have nothing to say. It's the weirdest, scariest thing ever.
And I want so badly for this to be temporary.
(Also I want not to fail all my midterms kthx.)
I realized I haven't written anything substantial since I've been at COLLEGE. I don't know what this means; am I just so busy I haven't had a chance? This is what I'd like to think, though I have sneaking suspicions that it isn't the case. Sneaking suspicions that say in sneaky voices: You've tried to write, you've sat down and stared at the computer screen and nothing's come out. You have nothing to say.
I don't like to think about it but it's true: I haven't written anything because I have absolutely nothing to say. I want to create things, I really want to unite words and ideas in pretty new ways. But. I finished the last major thing I was writing and now I have nothing to say. It's the weirdest, scariest thing ever.
And I want so badly for this to be temporary.
(Also I want not to fail all my midterms kthx.)